At the age of 19 i’m still kissless

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I always thought when i was younger i would be a giga slayer who Smashed a new girl everyday. But reality hit me. Women are only whores for Chad and money. I realized this at the age of 16 when my friend who was a Chad got tons of girls while not trying meanwhile i tried every trick in the book and not once did i get success. I spiraled into a deppression after that. All those thought about me smashing hot girls in my dream would never be fullfilled because foids are a bunch of superficial Sluts.
 
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I always thought when i was younger i would be a giga slayer who Smashed a new girl everyday. But reality hit me. Women are only whores for Chad and money. I realized this at the age of 16 when my friend who was a Chad got tons of girls while not trying meanwhile i tried every trick in the book and not once did i get success. I spiraled into a deppression after that. All those thought about me smashing hot girls in my dream would never be fullfilled because foids are a bunch of superficial Sluts.
Its over if you didn’t get your first kiss at 12
 
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Tenor 3
 
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Same, you learn to cope with it eventually. Am 18 khhv 6'1 whitecel
 
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Pass the rope so I can cope
 
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Share coping tips
idk spent last 10 years behind computer screen and only got blackpilled at 22
I eventually got into many drugs but even that became boring
Gym is kinda useless at that height
Every day I pray to die in an accident is main cope nowadays
 
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idk spent last 10 years behind computer screen and only got blackpilled at 22
I eventually got into many drugs but even that became boring
Gym is kinda useless at that height
Every day I pray to die in an accident is main cope nowadays
Do u believe in the heightPill? That's my last hope, my height
 
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idk spent last 10 years behind computer screen and only got blackpilled at 22
I eventually got into many drugs but even that became boring
Gym is kinda useless at that height
Every day I pray to die in an accident is main cope nowadays
What drugs have u taken?
 
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I'm sorry
 
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idk spent last 10 years behind computer screen and only got blackpilled at 22
I eventually got into many drugs but even that became boring
Gym is kinda useless at that height
Every day I pray to die in an accident is main cope nowadays
I got blackpilled at 20.

I wonder, how did you view world before getting blackpilled? What did you think about your khhv situation back then? Did you have some similar thoughts than you have now being blackpilled?
 
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Just hang around your Chad friend
It boosts your smv.

And wait for his leftovers. The only way to get laid at this point
 
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I got blackpilled at 20.

I wonder, how did you view world before getting blackpilled? What did you think about your khhv situation back then? Did you have some similar thoughts than you have now being blackpilled?
If I look back now I should have known at 13 or so that my life was destined to inceldom.
I always had "social anxiety" as far as I can remember even back in pre-school.

At 14 I changed to high school and failed it in 1st year. I then got an apprenticeship and from then on I lost even my last friend and just coped with video games.
First few years about KHHV status I thought it wasnt so bad and that I will simply experience it later about 18 or so.
The real breakthrough was when video games started to get boring, at 20 or so. Then I started thinking about life, getting into r/FA and stuff.


One day someone posted the word "incel" and I looked it up. First few weeks I laughed about them but then realized the truth.
Missed out on teenlove-Pill hit me extremely hard and then learned about non-NT and stuff.
Tried to rope about 1 year into the blackpill but it failed unfortunately.
 
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idk spent last 10 years behind computer screen and only got blackpilled at 22
I eventually got into many drugs but even that became boring
Gym is kinda useless at that height
Every day I pray to die in an accident is main cope nowadays
For christsake, your live is like the copy of my life. What we did, that we deserve this horrible nightmare?
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If I look back now I should have known at 13 or so that my life was destined to inceldom.
I always had "social anxiety" as far as I can remember even back in pre-school.

At 14 I changed to high school and failed it in 1st year. I then got an apprenticeship and from then on I lost even my last friend and just coped with video games.
First few years about KHHV status I thought it wasnt so bad and that I will simply experience it later about 18 or so.
The real breakthrough was when video games started to get boring, at 20 or so. Then I started thinking about life, getting into r/FA and stuff.


One day someone posted the word "incel" and I looked it up. First few weeks I laughed about them but then realized the truth.
Missed out on teenlove-Pill hit me extremely hard and then learned about non-NT and stuff.
Tried to rope about 1 year into the blackpill but it failed unfortunately.
Sorta similar to my experience.
I'm amazed at how successfully I was able to cope with vidya for so long time tbh. From 13 until 19.

Blackpill opened my eyes and showed me that the first reason why I spent pretty good chunk of my time in front of pc screen was because I wasn't good looking in the first place. It's like circumstances forced me to get involved into pc gaming, I subconsciously was coping hard af.
 
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even i got first kiss with 14-15
 
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MDMA,Shrooms,LSD,Ketamine,Weed,Benzos,DMT
Is LSD boring for you i remember takint lsd for the first time a week ago it was amazing.
 
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Is LSD boring for you i remember takint lsd for the first time a week ago it was amazing.
Its amazing but the duration is really long and I cant sleep in the comedown
Also next day everything is back to normal its too brutal
 
I am also 19. I sit at home all day. Fortunately I will go to gym soon instead of home workout. Get Retin A and job in next couple weeks
 

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