At the end of the day all I have to blame is myself

[Deleted member 11126]

This isn't my looks fault or my mental illness or my parents or bad luck I know without a doubt I've fucked up.

I'm just going to keep fucking up forever aren't I... I will probably kill myself if things don't get better I keep failing in everything I try I'm such a loser and the worst part is I can't blame anybody but myself at least @Curry Suicide or @Zer0/∞ can just claim they were born subhuman. I have no such luxary I think for once in my life I should take responsibility for being a fuck up

 

[Deleted member 11126]

What should I try to do before roping I have no motivation haven't gone to class in a week (semester just started) I'm going to do bad again. I just can't seem to care no matter how hard I try

 

[Toth's thot]

What should I try to do before roping I have no motivation haven't gone to class in a week (semester just started) I'm going to do bad again. I just can't seem to care no matter how hard I try

just try harder

 

[Erik-Jón]

This isn't my looks fault or my mental illness or my parents or bad luck I know without a doubt I've fucked up.

I'm just going to keep fucking up forever aren't I... I will probably kill myself if things don't get better I keep failing in everything I try I'm such a loser and the worst part is I can't blame anybody but myself at least @Curry Suicide or @Zer0/∞ can just claim they were born subhuman. I have no such luxary I think for once in my life I should take responsibility for being a fuck up

You have shit genetics So bad so sad

 

[Deleted member 11126]

You have shit genetics So bad so sad

Not really man I know uglier shorter guys then me who are happier and less mentally ill then me.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

just try harder

How

 

[Erik-Jón]

Not really man I know uglier shorter guys then me who are happier and less mentally ill then me.

You being mentally ill is your genetics also

 

[Deleted member 11126]

You being mentally ill is your genetics also

Hmmm I wonder where I got it both my parents aren't that unstable :/

 

[Curry Suicide]

 

[Deleted member 20652]

9 out of 10 suicide attempts fail

You survive but with damage

It's impossible to commit suicide

If suicide was easy everyone would do it

 

[Deleted member 11126]

9 out of 10 suicide attempts fail

You survive but with damage

It's impossible to commit suicide

If suicide was easy everyone would do it

I won't half ass it I will jump off a 40 story building or do something that works for sure

 

[Deleted member 20652]

I won't half ass it I will jump off a 40 story building or do something that works for sure

Some people have survived jump from height and even train attempts

 

[Deleted member 11126]

Some people have survived jump from height and even train attempts

40 stories? People start dying at 3 stories (it would be painful asf and you would be alive for a while). 40 stories you will splatter and be dead in 10 seconds. I don't honestly think I could do a train thing. Because I would jump up at the last minute vs jumping off a building gives me no chance to change my mind

 

[Deleted member 20652]

40 stories? People start dying at 3 stories (it would be painful asf and you would be alive for a while). 40 stories you will splatter and be dead in 10 seconds

I'm not sure bro

But I recommend you research more about suicide before you try

This is a site with good information

Lost All Hope: Information on suicide methods, statistics and help

Don't commit suicide without reading this site! Lost All Hope has information on everything from drugs and drop hanging to suicide statistics.

lostallhope.com

Unfortunately this site says that Jump from Height only has a something like 70 - 77 % success rate (I don't remember just check the "most lethal methods" section)

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I'm not sure bro

But I recommend you research more about suicide before you try

This is a site with good information

Lost All Hope: Information on suicide methods, statistics and help

Don't commit suicide without reading this site! Lost All Hope has information on everything from drugs and drop hanging to suicide statistics.

lostallhope.com

Unfortunately this site says that Jump from Height only has a something like 70 - 77 % success rate (I don't remember just check the "most lethal methods" section)

I've never heard of anyone surviving a 40 story drop on concrete. Train option seems lethal asf but I don't think I would have the will power to go through with it the minute I saw a train I would get up at the last minute as an instinct