At the Lowest Point Of My Life, I Used to…

[PseudoMaxxer]

Day drink all day alone in my bedroom.

I remember once, I finished my vodka and I wanted more of it, I took my car keys and drove to the store to buy another one while drunk and the cashier looked at me weird as fuck because I was holding my car keys in my hands while buying that.

I legit did it for weeks, I couldn’t sleep if not blacked out drunk.

 

[Stranger to myself]

Day drink all day alone in my bedroom.

I remember once, I finished my vodka and I wanted more of it, I took my car keys and drove to the store to buy another one while drunk and the cashier looked at me weird as fuck because I was holding my car keys in my hands while buying that.

I legit did it for weeks, I couldn’t sleep if not blacked out drunk.

Good job on your recovery bhai best to keep that in the past

 

[Surfsup]

I go to the store to get a drink sometimes when I'm feeling depressed
I remember a few weeks ago the female cashier literally asked me "Are you okay?" Was I looking that depressed lol

 

[cute]

Day drink all day alone in my bedroom.

I remember once, I finished my vodka and I wanted more of it, I took my car keys and drove to the store to buy another one while drunk and the cashier looked at me weird as fuck because I was holding my car keys in my hands while buying that.

I legit did it for weeks, I couldn’t sleep if not blacked out drunk.

if it got that bad and u managed to fix it just stay sober tbh
if i started drinking daily and managed to stop i wouldnt touch it again

 

[Vincent Freeman]

nice larp

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Good job on your recovery bhai best to keep that in the past

Yeah bhai…it was a pretty hard moment and just thinking about it made me sad, but yeah.

Not anymore.

I go to the store to get a drink sometimes when I'm feeling depressed
I remember a few weeks ago the female cashier literally asked me "Are you okay?" Was I looking that depressed lol

brutal, ngl I agree with eating slop or getting maybe a drink when feeling sad or stuff like that.

It helps feel better when you consume something that you like.

if it got that bad and u managed to fix it just stay sober tbh
if i started drinking daily and managed to stop i wouldnt touch it again

yeah for sure this was like a year ago.

I hardly drink at all now, maybe a drink socially once every 2/3 months.

nice larp

nigga I’m fr

 

[Proex]

Day drink all day alone in my bedroom.

gonna be spending summer the same way brotha

 

[irishltn]

Day drink all day alone in my bedroom.

I remember once, I finished my vodka and I wanted more of it, I took my car keys and drove to the store to buy another one while drunk and the cashier looked at me weird as fuck because I was holding my car keys in my hands while buying that.

I legit did it for weeks, I couldn’t sleep if not blacked out drunk.

Good job getting out of it. Brutal cycle tbh feel like absolute shit the next morning but knowing doing it again fixes it just fucks you up and is really hard to get out of. I still drink socially but find it crazy hard not to crave more the next day and then the next, legit have weeks where I can’t remember from times.
Happy you got over it tho horrible thing to live thru

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

gonna be spending summer the same way brotha

Don’t bro, I wanted to shoot myself eveeyday doing this.

Lowkey enjoy your day to day life, make an enjoyable routine and follow it everyday and try to enjoy the little things.

I struggle very hard with it too I can’t lie, but I’m trying and getting better everyday.

 

[Proex]

Don’t bro, I wanted to shoot myself eveeyday doing this.

Lowkey enjoy your day to day life, make an enjoyable routine and follow it everyday and try to enjoy the little things.

I struggle very hard with it too I can’t lie, but I’m trying and getting better everyday.

yeah i plan on not killing myself till at least 30

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Good job getting out of it. Brutal cycle tbh feel like absolute shit the next morning but knowing doing it again fixes it just fucks you up and is really hard to get out of. I still drink socially but find it crazy hard not to crave more the next day and then the next, legit have weeks where I can’t remember from times.
Happy you got over it tho horrible thing to live thru

Thanks man, yeah really one of the worst things someone can do.

At a certain point it becomes scary because you start craving it and can’t stop yourself from doing it on repeat.

There’s more to life and I try to enjoy everyday.

 

[Klasik616]

Day drink all day alone in my bedroom.

I remember once, I finished my vodka and I wanted more of it, I took my car keys and drove to the store to buy another one while drunk and the cashier looked at me weird as fuck because I was holding my car keys in my hands while buying that.

I legit did it for weeks, I couldn’t sleep if not blacked out drunk.

Low self control or what are your issues

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

yeah i plan on not killing myself till at least 30

Funny thing I used to think the same way when I was 18/19.

Now I’m 20 almost 21 and tbh I don’t have a day set for roping, I have plans on getting money and doing cool shit, if after I do that stuff I’m still not happy or fulfilled I’ll rope

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Low self control or what are your issues

No, it was because of a foid, I got sentimental and she was a hoe and was fucking around and it made me hella depressed.

I then proceeded to get back in control and emotional detach from her, and I got back to my normal life.

 

[irishltn]

Thanks man, yeah really one of the worst things someone can do.

At a certain point it becomes scary because you start craving it and can’t stop yourself from doing it on repeat.

There’s more to life and I try to enjoy everyday.

Yep that’s the key tbh if you can find another reason to do things or any thing for that matter that gives you any joy your on the right track. Worst part is tho that usually that’s the only thing that gives anything to you so just keep on chasing it consistently