iamgoingtoascend
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I'm 19 2007cel and feel so fucking old and like its too late. Its so demotivating for making progress when you feel like your so behind. Its different to ascend at like 15-19 than it is to be like me where i probably will have ascended by like 20-21, possibly even later if i get unlucky. No teen love. No parties. No life experiences, like ive literally been living dead for the past 4-5 years and there is nothing i can do about it.
I know you live till fucking 70+ but idk it just feels over. I wish i could go back to being 16 with the current knowledge i have i would be able to schedule things so much fucking better in my life fuck me. I want to kms but im too much of a pussy to do it. Fuck this shit
I know you live till fucking 70+ but idk it just feels over. I wish i could go back to being 16 with the current knowledge i have i would be able to schedule things so much fucking better in my life fuck me. I want to kms but im too much of a pussy to do it. Fuck this shit