Attempted sui cide. Need help please

[seeker]

Yo, maybe yall remember me from my 2024 and some 2025 posts here. I got impatient from personal and family issues and decided to end it by OD'ing on pills. My mother found me blacked out with some food stuck in my mouth (if I was on a slightly lower angle I would've choked so it's a miracle I survived).

My parents have said that my 'drug problem' (I had used 7/10/2024 on God and everything else and then after that I only took pills now to k M S). They plan to kick me out as soon as my CIEs are done on 7th May (2 days from now as per Pakistani time).

I can't get a physical job because they won't allow me, and I can't apply for one online because online jobs posted usually require a degree at least in pakistan and I'm in highschool. I plan to get one after I have the required funds to get out, rent a house and I plan to do uber

I no longer have time to make money and can only rely on donations instead. I only really need 650 bucks (which is a lot in Pk and which will probably be much lower with Electrum fees or maybe higher with IBAN). This 600 bucks will be used to rent me a small room (hopefully not near the slums assuming donations are enough), a motorcycle (ill try to find used) so I can do uber or ubereats (hopefully they accept under 18) and groceries/food.

I don't know if mods will allow me to attach pics of pills but if anyone wants, they can PM me for a pic I sent to my only online best friend before I decided to do it. Feel free to ask for more details, I am not trying to scam anyone.

My BTC: bc1qe4fw9zfpg7l5p3zdxedppucew9k8ranyurhc9l (or on my website https://seekehr.github.io/)
My IBAN: Will provide in DMs, idk if I should provide if publicly like this.

Please help me out. I won't say these donations will be a loan, but if I'm in a better spot (and I will remain in contact with this forum hopefully) I will pay back each person. Thank you very much

 

[seeker]

Bunup

 

[160cmcurry]

 

[ShowerCelling]

Yo, maybe yall remember me from my 2024 and some 2025 posts here. I got impatient from personal and family issues and decided to end it by OD'ing on pills. My mother found me blacked out with some food stuck in my mouth (if I was on a slightly lower angle I would've choked so it's a miracle I survived).

My parents have said that my 'drug problem' (I had used 7/10/2024 on God and everything else and then after that I only took pills now to k M S). They plan to kick me out as soon as my CIEs are done on 7th May (2 days from now as per Pakistani time).

I can't get a physical job because they won't allow me, and I can't apply for one online because online jobs posted usually require a degree at least in pakistan and I'm in highschool. I plan to get one after I have the required funds to get out, rent a house and I plan to do uber

I no longer have time to make money and can only rely on donations instead. I only really need 650 bucks (which is a lot in Pk and which will probably be much lower with Electrum fees or maybe higher with IBAN). This 600 bucks will be used to rent me a small room (hopefully not near the slums assuming donations are enough), a motorcycle (ill try to find used) so I can do uber or ubereats (hopefully they accept under 18) and groceries/food.

I don't know if mods will allow me to attach pics of pills but if anyone wants, they can PM me for a pic I sent to my only online best friend before I decided to do it. Feel free to ask for more details, I am not trying to scam anyone.

My BTC: bc1qe4fw9zfpg7l5p3zdxedppucew9k8ranyurhc9l (or on my website https://seekehr.github.io/)
My IBAN: Will provide in DMs, idk if I should provide if publicly like this.

Please help me out. I won't say these donations will be a loan, but if I'm in a better spot (and I will remain in contact with this forum hopefully) I will pay back each person. Thank you very much

Bump

 

[Sprinkles]

you should head over to a certain suicide forum

 

[AverageCurryEnjoyer]

Yo, maybe yall remember me from my 2024 and some 2025 posts here. I got impatient from personal and family issues and decided to end it by OD'ing on pills. My mother found me blacked out with some food stuck in my mouth (if I was on a slightly lower angle I would've choked so it's a miracle I survived).

My parents have said that my 'drug problem' (I had used 7/10/2024 on God and everything else and then after that I only took pills now to k M S). They plan to kick me out as soon as my CIEs are done on 7th May (2 days from now as per Pakistani time).

I can't get a physical job because they won't allow me, and I can't apply for one online because online jobs posted usually require a degree at least in pakistan and I'm in highschool. I plan to get one after I have the required funds to get out, rent a house and I plan to do uber

I no longer have time to make money and can only rely on donations instead. I only really need 650 bucks (which is a lot in Pk and which will probably be much lower with Electrum fees or maybe higher with IBAN). This 600 bucks will be used to rent me a small room (hopefully not near the slums assuming donations are enough), a motorcycle (ill try to find used) so I can do uber or ubereats (hopefully they accept under 18) and groceries/food.

I don't know if mods will allow me to attach pics of pills but if anyone wants, they can PM me for a pic I sent to my only online best friend before I decided to do it. Feel free to ask for more details, I am not trying to scam anyone.

My BTC: bc1qe4fw9zfpg7l5p3zdxedppucew9k8ranyurhc9l (or on my website https://seekehr.github.io/)
My IBAN: Will provide in DMs, idk if I should provide if publicly like this.

Please help me out. I won't say these donations will be a loan, but if I'm in a better spot (and I will remain in contact with this forum hopefully) I will pay back each person. Thank you very much

fucked that they're kicking you out. If pakistan is anything like india then try contacting some relatives. It will be fun for your parents. They will also not kick you out broski, I can almost guarantee that

 

[Swarthy Knight]

Dnr but why TF would u ask for anti suicide advice on a forum that regularly tells other users to rope go talk to chatgpt or sumthin instead

 

[3links2]

I'm glad you didn't succeed in killing yourself. You forgot to take out 20k in loans and wire it to me before you did it. Next time don't forget please.

 

[alurmo]

you should head over to a certain suicide forum

Hi I'm angus from the bbc

 

[alurmo]

I'm glad you didn't succeed in killing yourself. You forgot to take out 20k in loans and wire it to me before you did it. Next time don't forget please.

 

[Minnie lacking]

Dont kill yourself that's how you prevent suicide your welcome for the breakdown sir

 

[2.025/10]

Please help me out. I won't say these donations will be a loan, but if I'm in a better spot (and I will remain in contact with this forum hopefully) I will pay back each person. Thank you very much

Talk to Elon Musk, he must have enough money.

 

[ducksoover]

im from pakistan and theres literally kids starving out there, hooked on heroin and live WAY worse lives than u

idc how old you are, stop begging for money on a forum you absolute bitch

 

[Sub5UglyMan]

 

[Serial Coomer]

nigga i have less money than you and im in europe

 

[BonesmashFinalBoss]

I'm glad you didn't succeed in killing yourself. You forgot to take out 20k in loans and wire it to me before you did it. Next time don't forget please.

Don't listen to this chad smv fucking nigger
Send it to me and I'll make good use of it as a good truecel

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

Due to the bitcon link, I think the rope is calling your name.

 

[seeker]

what the fuck i forgot i made this post im better now sorry for that

 

[McSkziofren]

im better now

X doubt