Autism is genuinely the worst thing you can have

[Prøphet]

Not only do you face constant alienation, ostracization, humiliation, disrespect, and not being taken seriously by anyone, but you also torture yourself and wonder every day why you were the one who got a broken brain

I genuinely don’t wish this shit on my worst enemy, it’s like your brain is stuck half as a toddler and half as an elderly man, too sensitive and weird to integrate with the world and properly establish yourself the way your spirit yearns for. No, you come off to others as everything you hate. And most of the time you aren’t even aware of it.

When normies are ugly they don’t fall into an obsessive PSL rabbit hole, they just work on becoming funnier and more sociable to make up for it. NDs on the other hand are physically incapable of doing this, so we’re forced to dedicate everything into appearances and first impressions to compensate for our undesirable neurochemistry.

A broken GABA/glutamate system, and utter inability to use lateral thinking, will doom you to inevitable failure whenever your endeavors involve others or society. You can’t ever truly fix it, you can read all the guides in the world, but one thing will always be off. Maybe you smile at the wrong time or you forget to add expression to your voice or you make the wrong gesture at the wrong time. Wrong wrong wrong wrong. Even the most mundane interaction will require a world-class Oscar-winning performance, so much energy and effort just to rise to the same level as everyone else.

I have nothing. All I can do is put all my chips into my face and pray that in the end my work pays off enough to satisfy others. Because who i actually am as a person, that will surely never satisfy anyone. All I ever wanted was to just be enough.

 

[lalalanotlistening]

it depends how autistic you are really

i dont think youre as sped as you think you are based on ur threads

 

[Prøphet]

it depends how autistic you are really

i dont think youre as sped as you think you are based on ur threads

Trust me my shit is seriously fucked up. I have to use so much energy to try and fit in. And yet even after all of that, people can still tell within seconds that something’s very off with me. It’s giga isolating and I can sense that every little movement or every word I say is wrong and makes others deeply uncomfortable. Only after humiliating myself with my behavior do I have the awareness to realize where I went wrong.

 

[lalalanotlistening]

Trust me my shit is seriously fucked up. I have to use so much energy to try and fit in. And yet even after all of that, people can still tell within seconds that something’s very off with me. It’s giga isolating and I can sense that every little movement or every word I say is wrong and makes others deeply uncomfortable. Only after humiliating myself with my behavior do I have the awareness to realize where I went wrong.

are you just shy or do u have the tism accent

 

[Prøphet]

are you just shy or do u have the tism accent

I’m giga giga shy because of years of negative feedback for both my mental status and my looks. But I also have the monotone voice and genuinely don’t know how to respond to people sometimes / getting caught off guard, which leads me to say some stupid shit that makes me cringe every single time. And lots of times my tone of voice comes out the wrong way. I’m sure part of it is because I’ve been isolating myself for a year and talking to nobody, but even when I was regularly talking to people they could still tell something’s wrong.

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

Theres this Autistic incel who looks like a complete Chad slayer

And hes got comments upon comments talkin bout how good looking he is and how woman would like to take care of him

So no incel. Its not the autism

These things do stand but at the certain point they become null (obv disregarding that you yourself wont be able to feel the same way you do now) when looks go into extreme percentiles

 

[cursedpaki19]

Not only do you face constant alienation, ostracization, humiliation, disrespect, and not being taken seriously by anyone, but you also torture yourself and wonder every day why you were the one who got a broken brain

I genuinely don’t wish this shit on my worst enemy, it’s like your brain is stuck half as a toddler and half as an elderly man, too sensitive and weird to integrate with the world and properly establish yourself the way your spirit yearns for. No, you come off to others as everything you hate. And most of the time you aren’t even aware of it.

When normies are ugly they don’t fall into an obsessive PSL rabbit hole, they just work on becoming funnier and more sociable to make up for it. NDs on the other hand are physically incapable of doing this, so we’re forced to dedicate everything into appearances and first impressions to compensate for our undesirable neurochemistry.

A broken GABA/glutamate system, and utter inability to use lateral thinking, will doom you to inevitable failure whenever your endeavors involve others or society. You can’t ever truly fix it, you can read all the guides in the world, but one thing will always be off. Maybe you smile at the wrong time or you forget to add expression to your voice or you make the wrong gesture at the wrong time. Wrong wrong wrong wrong. Even the most mundane interaction will require a world-class Oscar-winning performance, so much energy and effort just to rise to the same level as everyone else.

I have nothing. All I can do is put all my chips into my face and pray that in the end my work pays off enough to satisfy others. Because who i actually am as a person, that will surely never satisfy anyone. All I ever wanted was to just be enough.

mumbai autist incel ramblings

 

[Prøphet]

Theres this Autistic incel who looks like a complete Chad slayer

And hes got comments upon comments talkin bout how good looking he is and how woman would like to take care of him

So no incel. Its not the autism

These things do stand but at the certain point they become null (obv disregarding that you yourself wont be able to feel the same way you do now) when looks go into extreme percentiles

Yeah no shit, of course if you’re a Chad you will still find acceptance. But if you’re average looking, being ND is hell. And god forbid if you’re a bottom percentile face like me, the combo of ugly + ND is literally super hell difficulty. I think I could’ve handled only being ugly, or only being ND. But having both on my plate at the same time destroys me. I have a deformity with my eyes, short face syndrome, and inability to even larp the simplest conversation. At this point I’m not even human in the eyes of others.!This shit is life ruining

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

Yeah no shit, of course if you’re a Chad you will still find acceptance. But if you’re average looking, being ND is hell. And god forbid if you’re a bottom percentile face like me, the combo of ugly + ND is literally super hell difficulty. I think I could’ve handled only being ugly, or only being ND. But having both on my plate at the same time destroys me. I have a deformity with my eyes, short face syndrome, and inability to even larp the simplest conversation. This shit is life ruining

True true
It aint easy bein Neurodivergent or ND+negative reinforcement maxed = perma inceldom self defeating cycle

Thats brutal ;
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[MaksBobi]

im not reading all of that
probably i have autism in moderate degree and i like it
nd supermacy

 

[Futura]

No one here is autistic

 

[OnlyWs]

I know what you mean

SSRIs changed the game for me, now I’m the most social one in my immediate family who are all a bit tism

I was diagnosed by a psychologist with Asperger’s 3 years ago but am now thriving socially

I think there’s a difference between autism that makes you like trains, those types rarely have social issues cause they don’t want to be social

And normies with unsocial parents that didn’t teach proper social skills/neaural pathways who seem autistic but are really just fucked up NTs

For the second group, meds, specifically lexapro in my case, can help the brain reach normie levels of brain chemistry

 

[Prøphet]

im not reading all of that
probably i have autism in moderate degree and i like it
nd supermacy

I could only see it being close to neutral if you’re attractive. But even then it’s still worse than being nt. You will always be held back from empathy, compassion, understanding, decency etc from normies because of how your brains was formed

 

[MaksBobi]

I could only see it being close to neutral if you’re attractive. But even then it’s still worse than being nt. You will always be held back from empathy, compassion, understanding, decency etc because of how your brains was formed

hmm thats kinda true obv autism is a big difficulty in life and i hate it cuz im so shy and insecure cuz of it not like insecure abt my looks but if im in front of the whole crowd i forget how to walk or smth im very stressed but i learned how to live with it and i make jokes of it so other people accept me or smth

 

[Prøphet]

I know what you mean

SSRIs changed the game for me, now I’m the most social one in my immediate family who are all a bit tism

I was diagnosed by a psychologist with Asperger’s 3 years ago but am now thriving socially

I think there’s a difference between autism that makes you like trains, those types rarely have social issues cause they don’t want to be social

And normies with unsocial parents that didn’t teach proper social skills/neaural pathways who seem autistic but are really just fucked up NTs

For the second group, meds, specifically lexapro in my case, can help the brain reach normie levels of brain chemistry

Interesting. I don’t want to get diagnosed tbh because it would only bring more judgement and stigma to my already fucked situation. But I might diy if what you say is really true. It would at least be helpful until I can get surgery. How ere you before compared to now?

 

[OnlyWs]

Interesting. I don’t want to get diagnosed tbh because it would only bring more judgement and stigma to my already fucked situation. But I might diy if what you say is really true. It would at least be helpful until I can get surgery. How ere you before compared to now?

It’s been absolutely life changing, I’m on this forum so completely understand the importance of looks but if I had to choose between doing the surgeries I have for looksmaxxing

Or being social now compared to how I was my whole life before, I would choose the socialmaxx 100%

The same psychologist who diagnosed me with Asperger’s and ADHD put me on 10mg of lexapro a day

It took a few months to feel any difference but one day I woke up and realised pain didn’t feel as sharp anymore in all aspects of life

Specifically socially this led to being less sensitive and more confident, over the past 2.5 years things have slowly but surely gotten better and am I’m still seeing improvements up until about a year ago where I was as confident and at ease socially as anyone I interacted with

My whole perception has changed, now I no longer overthink about things I might say wrong, I go into every social interaction assuming it will go well and if it doesn’t it’ll be the other persons fault or if I make a mistake I’ll be able to explain myself without getting overwhelmed and shutting down

I was the shyest kid in my class and now I’d be in the top 25% most social if I had to guess, in part because I’m enjoying socialising for the first time ever in the past few years

And the novelty of succeeding socially hasn’t worn off yet, i still can’t believe the difference it’s made

I’m currently lowering my med dose and hope to slowly lower to 0 in the next 6 months but once you get through the first month of sides there’s no reason to get off them anyway but o want to

Here’s an interesting article of a similar story to line, there’s loads from when Prozac was first released in the 90’s

The Transformation of Personality

Prozac and its peers have the power to dramatically reshape lives.

www.psychologytoday.com

 

[Prøphet]

It’s been absolutely life changing, I’m on this forum so completely understand the importance of looks but if I had to choose between doing the surgeries I have for looksmaxxing

Or being social now compared to how I was my whole life before, I would choose the socialmaxx 100%

The same psychologist who diagnosed me with Asperger’s and ADHD put me on 10mg of lexapro a day

It took a few months to feel any difference but one day I woke up and realised pain didn’t feel as sharp anymore in all aspects of life

Specifically socially this led to being less sensitive and more confident, over the past 2.5 years things have slowly but surely gotten better and am I’m still seeing improvements up until about a year ago where I was as confident and at ease socially as anyone I interacted with

My whole perception has changed, now I no longer overthink about things I might say wrong, I go into every social interaction assuming it will go well and if it doesn’t it’ll be the other persons fault or if I make a mistake I’ll be able to explain myself without getting overwhelmed and shutting down

I was the shyest kid in my class and now I’d be in the top 25% most social if I had to guess, in part because I’m enjoying socialising for the first time ever in the past few years

And the novelty of succeeding socially hasn’t worn off yet, i still can’t believe the difference it’s made

I’m currently lowering my med dose and hope to slowly lower to 0 in the next 6 months but once you get through the first month of sides there’s no reason to get off them anyway but o want to

Here’s an interesting article of a similar story to line, there’s loads from when Prozac was first released in the 90’s

The Transformation of Personality

Prozac and its peers have the power to dramatically reshape lives.

www.psychologytoday.com

Wow that’s actually lifefuel, sounds exactly like what I need

Ty for the detailed response bhai I definitely need to look into this

 

[uksucks]

And hes got comments upon comments talkin bout how good looking he is and how woman would like to take care of him

And he's still incel cuz he's non verbal and can barely function lmao

 

[uksucks]

But if you’re average looking, being ND is hell. And god forbid if you’re a bottom percentile face like me, the combo of ugly + ND is literally super hell difficulty. I think I could’ve handled only being ugly, or only being ND.

Unless really lucky with traits that don't affect socialising e.g just sensory problems

Any sub chadlite autist is likely incel unless they geomaxed for language barrier. Even Htn or hmtn are incels.

Looks only carry when near Chad level, htn is not rare enough. If you're weird that aint working ever. Especially in UK where it's all social circle or tinder chadlite+. No social circle = incel here.

 

[uksucks]

But I also have the monotone voice and genuinely don’t know how to respond to people sometimes

Yeh same

Monotone + lack of facial expressions is the worst