autistic loser creep gets mogged in every way

[tiktoklarper0]

bruh so basically a couple months ago i was thinking of walking up to this girl in my school (she’s in none of my classes and have no connections with her), and i asked her friend if she’s taking to anyone and she says yes. knowing this i am not discouraged so the next week i come into school and (morning) am plotting to ‘naturally’ walk next to her and attempt to make small talk for the very first time. lunch break comes around and i see her with this dude, he’s taller, more known, more muscular, richer, smarter, handsome and is honestly just a better, nicer guy than me, it genuinely makes me sick to my fucking stomach just thinking about it like i get light headed and i get nauseous. I thought maybe they were just friends until I saw them hugging a few days later.

ive started building up this sort of anger and indescribable envy, despite me not being entitled to anything; i never talked to her or interracted with her and now i expect something? i catch myself acting like some sort of possessive ex boyfriend they always talk about on tiktok but it is what it is

sorry for riddling the forum with this shitty boring ass story nobodys gonna read but its better than these stereotypical grey tiktokcel questions, also its offtopic and nothing important takes place here

 

[Sceptical]

you should mention him in your suicide note

 

[888mastermind]

Go ER

 

[isis_Bleach]

go for an uglier girl

 

[TheAncientMacedonia]

and what now
retard