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I have become an EXTREMELY angry person the past 5 years or so. It's like I've been a beta my whole life and this rage has built up.
A lot of it is towards members of my family, the nature of society, the direction the culture is going today.
But if I look at it, it all comes down to lookism.
My biggest resentments right now:
-My uncle has always talked down to me and put me down, never respected my space, always tried to influence me.
Translation: He is 5PSL with an aggressive face, has always pulled bitches. He looked at me as a pussy my whole life because of my genetics, and I know it.
-My cousin's girlfriend used to treat me like shit, I get angry at the thought of seeing her again.
Translation: My cousin is 6'3, huge framed and jock face. She is a 5'11 super hypergamous Italian chick. I know deep down she finds me pathetic as a man physically, that's why it eats me so much.
-My 22 year old female cousin stopped speaking to me a few years ago despite the fact that we were close growing up and I've always been there for her.
Translation: She spoke to me until she became prime aged and started dating guys, then she realized she couldn't give a fuck about someone of my genetics level.
-Angry at this soy, radical feminist society.
Translation: Angry that I don't win out in a society where men have to be good looking, tall and genetically Alpha
Once you realize it all comes down to looks and genetics, it should be very freeing. You can remind yourself it's not your fault, that this is just the way people are. You can work on maximising your looks through surgery, and eeking out a life for yourself, and let the past be the past.
A lot of it is towards members of my family, the nature of society, the direction the culture is going today.
But if I look at it, it all comes down to lookism.
My biggest resentments right now:
-My uncle has always talked down to me and put me down, never respected my space, always tried to influence me.
Translation: He is 5PSL with an aggressive face, has always pulled bitches. He looked at me as a pussy my whole life because of my genetics, and I know it.
-My cousin's girlfriend used to treat me like shit, I get angry at the thought of seeing her again.
Translation: My cousin is 6'3, huge framed and jock face. She is a 5'11 super hypergamous Italian chick. I know deep down she finds me pathetic as a man physically, that's why it eats me so much.
-My 22 year old female cousin stopped speaking to me a few years ago despite the fact that we were close growing up and I've always been there for her.
Translation: She spoke to me until she became prime aged and started dating guys, then she realized she couldn't give a fuck about someone of my genetics level.
-Angry at this soy, radical feminist society.
Translation: Angry that I don't win out in a society where men have to be good looking, tall and genetically Alpha
Once you realize it all comes down to looks and genetics, it should be very freeing. You can remind yourself it's not your fault, that this is just the way people are. You can work on maximising your looks through surgery, and eeking out a life for yourself, and let the past be the past.
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