becoming a NDcel?

[Deleted member 243961]

alr im 14,not a truecel but extremely insecure about my looks especially my ears,in the uk 6 weeks holidays towards the end my friends stopped coming out for a long time,my insecurity had reached its peak and i went outside to go shopping for my mum,i went outside and came back about half an hour later but i saw a MLTN with a HMTB because he was 6'2,and since im 5'6 at 14 and have been called names for how i look/my height i broke down crying for about an hour (huge cortisol spike ik) but i started seeing bugs all over my room and weird creatures in my dreams telling me to do strange stuff (not violent stuff or anything just shaving my head bald and running away to a different city) this was around 28 august and 3rd of september probs because of no sleep or food but honestly i couldnt stand how i looked and still cant to this day and recently i feel like my friends have started hating me for becoming blackpilled like not inviting me out and i think theres a seperate gc without me,i hate myself so much cant i just be normal and hmtn? my friends say i look "fine" but haven't had a real relationship that isn't just temporary sex with a LMTB school bop

 

[Deleted member 176423]

that is not possible

 

[Deleted member 176423]

I cant read this with light mode on

 

[Deleted member 107106]

Ye ye not reading all that

 

[BigBallsLarry]

dnr sexhaver ramblings @Orka @eon

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I cant read this with light mode on

i just noticed my name color is bascially unreadable in light mode

 

[jeremyy]

alr im 14,not a truecel but extremely insecure about my looks especially my ears,in the uk 6 weeks holidays towards the end my friends stopped coming out for a long time,my insecurity had reached its peak and i went outside to go shopping for my mum,i went outside and came back about half an hour later but i saw a MLTN with a HMTB because he was 6'2,and since im 5'6 at 14 and have been called names for how i look/my height i broke down crying for about an hour (huge cortisol spike ik) but i started seeing bugs all over my room and weird creatures in my dreams telling me to do strange stuff (not violent stuff or anything just shaving my head bald and running away to a different city) this was around 28 august and 3rd of september probs because of no sleep or food but honestly i couldnt stand how i looked and still cant to this day and recently i feel like my friends have started hating me for becoming blackpilled like not inviting me out and i think theres a seperate gc without me,i hate myself so much cant i just be normal and hmtn? my friends say i look "fine" but havent had a real relationship that isnt just temporary sex with a lmtb school bop

will read later

 

[eon]

dnr sexhaver ramblings @Orka @eon

): over for us incel

 

[Deleted member 243961]

I cant read this with light mode on

there,btw some stuff runs in my family but my mum wont get me diagnosed with anything so i dont get put into special classes cause im really good at school work (if u need to know my mum has bipolar disorder,ocd and my dad has adhd)

 

[SilvioMoltisantiDan]

DNR BITCH + GO TO THERAPY

 

[Deleted member 152014]

Dn
Rd

 

[Grievous]

i just noticed my name color is bascially unreadable in light mode

Gengar old one was unreadable in light mode

 

[jeremyy]

there,btw some stuff runs in my family but my mum wont get me diagnosed with anything so i dont get put into special classes cause im really good at school work (if u need to know my mum has bipolar disorder,ocd and my dad has adhd)

why the fuck did change the text i can’t read shit

 

[Deleted member 222029]

alr im 14,not a truecel but extremely insecure about my looks especially my ears,in the uk 6 weeks holidays towards the end my friends stopped coming out for a long time,my insecurity had reached its peak and i went outside to go shopping for my mum,i went outside and came back about half an hour later but i saw a MLTN with a HMTB because he was 6'2,and since im 5'6 at 14 and have been called names for how i look/my height i broke down crying for about an hour (huge cortisol spike ik) but i started seeing bugs all over my room and weird creatures in my dreams telling me to do strange stuff (not violent stuff or anything just shaving my head bald and running away to a different city) this was around 28 august and 3rd of september probs because of no sleep or food but honestly i couldnt stand how i looked and still cant to this day and recently i feel like my friends have started hating me for becoming blackpilled like not inviting me out and i think theres a seperate gc without me,i hate myself so much cant i just be normal and hmtn? my friends say i look "fine" but haven't had a real relationship that isn't just temporary sex with a LMTB school bop

Three words.
psychiatric emergency department

 

[Deleted member 243961]

Three words.
psychiatric emergency department

im completely normal usually but if im really stressed,insecure or paranoid i see purple and bugs and see someone in my dreams

 

[Deleted member 222029]

im completely normal usually but if im really stressed,insecure or paranoid i see purple and bugs and see someone in my dreams

Does not sounds too normal my friend

 

[Deleted member 243961]

Does not sounds too normal my friend

it comes in waves honestly,if something stressful happens or people call me sub5/dumbo or i dont go outside/sleep or eat for long it happens alot more often

 

[Deleted member 222029]

it comes in waves honestly,if something stressful happens or people call me sub5/dumbo or i dont go outside/sleep or eat for long it happens alot more often

Hope you figure it out bro

 

[Deleted member 243961]

i wont

 

[Deleted member 243961]

surgery is my only option for my huge ears