Been alone for too long

[Prøphet]

It’s fucking over, isolated myself so hard that I accidentally missed everything

I missed the part of life that comes with the best friendships

But what else could I do as an ND subhuman, was there ever really a chance

I’m so utterly alone I’m afraid I would cling onto anyone who gives me any attention like a pest

 

[Prøphet]

I wish I could find other autists like me in real life

Everyone seems either too normie or too ND, both annoy me and alienate me

 

[hitmancrewzz]

I wish I could find other autists like me in real life

Everyone is either too normie or too ND, both annoy me and alienate me

or maybe your girlfriend was aborted and you'll never know

 

[Prøphet]

or maybe your girlfriend was aborted and you'll never know

For every ltb aborted there was a guy who mogs me that was also aborted, so it evens out

 

[67 psl]

Rent a glider plane it's 1 to 2k a year and it's a really fun hobby apparently

 

[tansel]

u are 18 dude what did u miss out on

 

[Zenis]

It’s fucking over, isolated myself so hard that I accidentally missed everything

I missed the part of life that comes with the best friendships

But what else could I do as an ND subhuman, was there ever really a chance

I’m so utterly alone I’m afraid I would cling onto anyone who gives me any attention like a pest

And that will be your downfall, you are gonna give it up to the first girl who treats you like a human, smiles to your face. And you will end up devasted and heartbroken after it goes knowhere

 

[emulator]

Rent a glider plane it's 1 to 2k a year and it's a really fun hobby apparently

He should rent a chair and a rope instead

 

[xXXxZeusxXXx]

I wish I could find other autists like me in real life

Everyone seems either too normie or too ND, both annoy me and alienate me

are you diagnosed or self diagnosed

 

[Prøphet]

Rent a glider plane it's 1 to 2k a year and it's a really fun hobby apparently

My vision is kinda fucked idk if I would be allowed

I’m gigaa inhib too but it does sound fun, do you know people who fly them?

 

[Prøphet]

u are 18 dude what did u miss out on

I missed all of high school socially speaking and now part of college

I have a feeling it won’t be the same in a few years, I’ll just get more and more behind

Unless I do everything it takes to change my brain and my face

 

[Prøphet]

And that will be your downfall, you are gonna give it up to the first girl who treats you like a human, smiles to your face. And you will end up devasted and heartbroken after it goes knowhere

Yeah I hear about this happening a lot

Scary

 

[Prøphet]

are you diagnosed or self diagnosed

I’m not disgnosed but my parents have known something’s wrong with me since I was a baby, I think it took me a long time to talk and also a super long time to mature a little mentally, and I have all the signs socially, although that’s also gotten worse due to inexperience on my part

 

[sieze.com]

go outside bro, there’s more to life than just women and .org

 

[Prøphet]

go outside bro, there’s more to life than just women and .org

It’s so embarrassing, when I go outside I’m afraid that someone will try to speak to me, or people will record me to make fun of me like they used to

 

[tansel]

I missed all of high school socially speaking and now part of college

I have a feeling it won’t be the same in a few years, I’ll just get more and more behind

Unless I do everything it takes to change my brain and my face

is ur college online or are u neetmaxing flr now lol

 

[Prøphet]

is ur college online or are u neetmaxing flr now lol

I have some classes on campus some online

I don’t speak to anyone I just get in and get out and keep my head down because that’s the way I am no matter how hard I try to overcome

 

[xXXxZeusxXXx]

I’m not disgnosed but my parents have known something’s wrong with me since I was a baby, I think it took me a long time to talk and also a super long time to mature a little mentally, and I have all the signs socially, although that’s also gotten worse due to inexperience on my part

bruutal

you can mask like get a thousand things of social tricks to master, inhib, confidence whatever, but my friend i think has autism as well and he has a girl who wants to jump on his yk what, he is like 180 plus, 190 i believe, he is tall mogging, dark features, i put him on minox and what not, that helps him to stand out

My other friend was a loser in hs but prolly has a body count of 2, ik for a fact he slayed.

So point im making dont give up, sometimes things just happen

 

[tansel]

I have some classes on campus some online

I don’t speak to anyone I just get in and get out and keep my head down because that’s the way I am no matter how hard I try to overcome

is ur college a commuter school?

 

[Prøphet]

bruutal

you can mask like get a thousand things of social tricks to master, inhib, confidence whatever, but my friend i think has autism as well and he has a girl who wants to jump on his yk what, he is like 180 plus, 190 i believe, he is tall mogging, dark features, i put him on minox and what not, that helps him to stand out

My other friend was a loser in hs but prolly has a body count of 2, ik for a fact he slayed.

So point im making dont give up, sometimes things just happen

I won’t give up hope until I’m dead

But that’s pretty brutal, I am gonna need so much surgery for my face to justify how fucked up my mind is, I hate that it has to be this way, and by the time I muster the courage and the tens of thousands of dollars to ascend, I’ll be old fuck

 

[Prøphet]

is ur college a commuter school?

Idk what that is but it’s for getting gen Ed credits since Idk what I want to major in

 

[sieze.com]

It’s so embarrassing, when I go outside I’m afraid that someone will try to speak to me, or people will record me to make fun of me like they used to

have you tried making online friends, or a change of mindset? those should help but if sorrow is unbearable you might have to get prozac prescribed

 

[Prøphet]

have you tried making online friends, or a change of mindset? those should help but if sorrow is unbearable you might have to get prozac prescribed

Yes

Online friends just feels miserable and fake and desperate, I like talking to people online but it seems disingenuous to maintain a friendship when you never actually meet them fr

I’m working on my mindset but it’s super rigid and difficult to change, I love drinking alcohol to make me feel more normal but I can’t do it all the time I have to limit it

 

[xXXxZeusxXXx]

I won’t give up hope until I’m dead

But that’s pretty brutal, I am gonna need so much surgery for my face to justify how fucked up my mind is, I hate that it has to be this way, and by the time I muster the courage and the tens of thousands of dollars to ascend, I’ll be old fuck

How would you rate yourself on a normie scale from 1 to 10

i mean most people are average so technically you can get from even basic soft max copes

 

[Prøphet]

How would you rate yourself on a normie scale from 1 to 10

i mean most people are average so technically you can get from even basic soft max copes

I’m 3.5

I got lean, did skincare, hair, etc

My most immediate flaw is I’m pretty cross eyed, I have been waiting for surgery to fix it for like one whole year now and just ldared because normies think I’m retarded when they see my eyes and I don’t wanna live that way

And then I’ll need trimax and some implants and eyelid work, I have a really recessed and short lower third

I think I could get to htn if I did all these things and I’m 5’9 usually fraud 5’11

But I think after my eye surgery this month I can be like high ltn maybe which is a huge ascension from before, I’m so excited but also in despair that I’ll be so old and have waited so long just to have eyes that look in the same direction

 

[67 psl]

My vision is kinda fucked idk if I would be allowed

I’m gigaa inhib too but it does sound fun, do you know people who fly them?

You can ride them at 10 years old in some countries your good also if you wear contacts or glasses you should be good

 

[67 psl]

You can ride them at 10 years old in some countries your good also if you wear contacts or glasses you should be good

You gotta learn from an instructor for a while tho

 

[Prøphet]

He should rent a chair and a rope instead

Never

 

[emulator]

Never

Bro thought this shit was on some inspirational shit ur ruining lives by saying this shit

 

[Prøphet]

Bro thought this shit was on some inspirational shit ur ruining lives by saying this shit

If any other subhuman is reading this

It’s never worth it to quit the fight unless you’re like a burn victim or literally physically disabled

There are too many copes out there and too much possibility to justify giving up your life

 

[tansel]

Idk what that is but it’s for getting gen Ed credits since Idk what I want to major in

is ur college a campus in which everybody only goes to class & goes home after or is it more of a party school

 

[Prøphet]

is ur college a campus in which everybody only goes to class & goes home after or is it more of a party school

Oh yeah it is a commuter school there’s no dorms or anything

My plan was to transfer once I decide what to major in but fuck I don’t know it was really just a way of kicking the can down the road, I don’t think I’ll ever know what to do with my life, I’m so horrible at making decisions with my life I just choose to delay as much as I can

 

[tansel]

Oh yeah it is a commuter school there’s no dorms or anything

My plan was to transfer once I decide what to major in but fuck I don’t know it was really just a way of kicking the can down the road, I don’t think I’ll ever know what to do with my life, I’m so horrible at making decisions with my life I just choose to delay as much as I can

i mean dude ur 18, no 18 year old knows what he wants to major in

i started college at 18 in 2021 & didn’t even pick a major until my junior year when i turned 21

don’t worry about it lmao

 

[Prøphet]

i mean dude ur 18, no 18 year old knows what he wants to major in

i started college at 18 in 2021 & didn’t even pick a major until my junior year when i turned 21

don’t worry about it lmao

What did you major in?

Don’t you do your own business now or something I swear someone said that

 

[tansel]

What did you major in?

Don’t you do your own business now or something I swear someone said that

orginally i majored in accounting but then i realized how difficult & boring it was so i switched to financial analysis

graduated in december & i wanted to neetmax until i got my bimax

now i have to work for my dads business lol but i would actually find like a real corporate job with a goood salary in 2027

 

[Prøphet]

orginally i majored in accounting but then i realized how difficult & boring it was so i switched to financial analysis

graduated in december & i wanted to neetmax until i got my bimax

now i have to work for my dads business lol but i would actually find like a real corporate job with a goood salary in 2027

Mirin

 

[fazehamster]

It’s fucking over, isolated myself so hard that I accidentally missed everything

I missed the part of life that comes with the best friendships

But what else could I do as an ND subhuman, was there ever really a chance

I’m so utterly alone I’m afraid I would cling onto anyone who gives me any attention like a pest

do u still believe that we all have a soulmate out there if so then there’s hope

 

[Prøphet]

do u still believe that we all have a soulmate out there if so then there’s hope

No having an actual soulmate is an impossibility for the vast majority of people I think

But you can still hope for a better life And a better self