MoggerGaston
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Undoubtedly has to do with me largely quitting alcohol and drugs for the past weeks.
On the other hand my life is boring asf, nothing going on. Makes sense why I used drugs/alcohol to make things more interesting when its so fucking boring and shit.
If I dont find a way to make my life more interesting/fun in the short-term, then the only way forward is to get back on drugs/alcohol.
My current focussed lifestyle isn't sustainable. I know i am one shitty situation/rejection/disappointment away from going 'fuck this shit, i am back on substances.'
Yet when I think of ALL the things Ive done in the past to make my life more interesting, i can only conclude all the normie tier self improvement/advice doesnt work for me.
I need drastic change
On the other hand my life is boring asf, nothing going on. Makes sense why I used drugs/alcohol to make things more interesting when its so fucking boring and shit.
If I dont find a way to make my life more interesting/fun in the short-term, then the only way forward is to get back on drugs/alcohol.
My current focussed lifestyle isn't sustainable. I know i am one shitty situation/rejection/disappointment away from going 'fuck this shit, i am back on substances.'
Yet when I think of ALL the things Ive done in the past to make my life more interesting, i can only conclude all the normie tier self improvement/advice doesnt work for me.
I need drastic change