Being a kid mogs being an adult SO hard

[Deleted member 14203]

I'm talking about like age 7-13/14. Didn't care about girls, played Minecraft during all my free time and I was absolutely content with it. I actually liked school too, just being a little sponge with no idea that half the stuff the teachers were talking about was useless bullshit. No insomnia or mental health issues. Nothing to stress about. Sure parents could be annoying at times, but until I was around 13/14 getting bossed around didn't bother me at all. Just minecrafting and hanging with my Minecraft bros. Absolutely unmoggable lifestyle.



Not like now. Supposedly now I'm supposed to be a "rational" free adult that can do what I want. But really I'm just a slave to my hormones and biological urges. When I was 17 the hormones got really bad and they haven't let off one bit since then. I jerk off like 2-3 times a day and I still have an insatiable sex drive. It's a constant assault on my stream of consciousness. I have tried nofap and that just makes it worse. Sex and obtaining sex is all I can think about man. I looked at my schedule, and nearly everything I do every day is either to make money/get educated so I can make more money in the future or doing meal prep/gymcelling so that way it will be easier to get laid. WTF is my life. We really are just animals dude. I have no say in this. I'm gonna be spending the next 3 years in college working 30-40 hours a week and learning shit for another 25 hours a week minimum. Then I'm gonna spend the rest of my waking hours in the gym or the kitchen fucking making food and shoving my 3300 calories a day down my throat in hopes that if I do this for long enough some girl will want to let me fuck her. Not to mention even if I can ascend probably only 1/20 women even come close to matching my sex drive so even if I get a GF I still might be sexually frusterated. I don't have a say in this either. I HAVE to looksmaxx because being an Incel with all these hormones just fucking sucks so much.


Being 12 was a BILLION times better than this even though I technically am allowed to do what I want, and I have enough money to buy cool shit. I literally loved life. Always had something to look forward to. Soccer was fun, school was fun, playing minecraft was heavenly. Didn't have to give a fuck about anything really. The fact that I will never be that happy again in life is just a brutal pill to swallow.

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

Do these primal urges disappear after u have a few kids? Or does it never end 4 men, ik women have menopause

 

[Deleted member 14203]

Do these primal urges disappear after u have a few kids? Or does it never end 4 men, ik women have menopause

Ik that male sex drive can drop off after your early twenties as the agepill starts coming into play. Also I bet a lot of young parents probably don't sleep much which probably affects things. Eventually the deathpill will get you and then you want have to worry about it at all.

 

[Deleted member 245]

Agreed. I'm a giga nostalgiafag tbh.

 

[Eduardo DOV]

I'm a giga nostalgiafag tbh.

 

[AlwaysHaveQuestions]

my mental state was better too. now i dont even like thinking because it reminds me of school. i use to be curious

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

my mental state was better too. now i dont even like thinking because it reminds me of school. i use to be curious

Lol school b4 uni is easy af. Any wageslsving or studyceling at higher level is ass tho. Kinda wanna quick my shitty job rn, but wont until I get my drivers license

 

[MostGLSlayer]

I was once an innocent good boy who got good grades and only occasionally got in trouble.

They say I was destined for greatness but it was all just a big fat lie

Some terrible life experiences as I grew older and constant failures made me a bitter man.

I didn't feel like I fit in with anyone and struggled to make friends,

After the girl that I shared my heart with became bored of me, out of nowhere one day she just ghost without explanation,

My heart was ripped out and splattered it to the ground. I felt like road trash, I was on the brink of suicide.

From that day on, my perspective on life and women completely changed and I knew that people especially women ain't shit

Only the blackpill community is where I feel like I can finally relate to anyone anymore...

 

[ScreaM]

Good post.

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

I was once an innocent good boy who got good grades and only occasionally got in trouble.

They say I was destined for greatness but it was all just a big fat lie

Some terrible life experiences as I grew older and constant failures made me a bitter man.

I didn't feel like I fit in with anyone and struggled to make friends,

After the girl that I shared my heart with became bored of me, out of nowhere one day she just ghost without explanation,

My heart was ripped out and splattered it to the ground. I felt like road trash, I was on the brink of suicide.

From that day on, my perspective on life and women completely changed and I knew that people especially women ain't shit

Only the blackpill community is where I feel like I can finally relate to anyone anymore...

Where did u find this lol

 

[MostGLSlayer]

Where did u find this lol

100% real shit from the heart

 

[Yellowskies]

Agreed, and it sucks.

Slaying does not make you happy either, the urge never goes away. If it goes away you are low T and get depressed from that. Impossible situation.

I think I was happiest at 12-13. Wtf can you do about it though, life is one big lie.

I think you need a hobby to keep sane.

Gymcelling helps for me.

 

[owlofathena]

I feel exactly like this. But I think it's worse when you don't have your shit together in your late teens early twenties. Only after then will you fully have your shit together

 

[Deleted member 5189]

Agreed. I'm a giga nostalgiafag tbh.

 

[Need2Ascend]

So much better times back then
Summer holidays, waking up playing minecraft with bros, in the afternoon meeting up to play football or go to Freibad and then gaming again until midnight
Zero worries, zero responsibilties, zero problems

 

[AlexAP]

go to Freibad

Germancel spotted.

 

[Need2Ascend]

Germancel spotted.

Meisterdetektiv

 

[oldcelloser]

I'm talking about like age 7-13/14. Didn't care about girls, played Minecraft during all my free time and I was absolutely content with it. I actually liked school too, just being a little sponge with no idea that half the stuff the teachers were talking about was useless bullshit. No insomnia or mental health issues. Nothing to stress about. Sure parents could be annoying at times, but until I was around 13/14 getting bossed around didn't bother me at all. Just minecrafting and hanging with my Minecraft bros. Absolutely unmoggable lifestyle.



Not like now. Supposedly now I'm supposed to be a "rational" free adult that can do what I want. But really I'm just a slave to my hormones and biological urges. When I was 17 the hormones got really bad and they haven't let off one bit since then. I jerk off like 2-3 times a day and I still have an insatiable sex drive. It's a constant assault on my stream of consciousness. I have tried nofap and that just makes it worse. Sex and obtaining sex is all I can think about man. I looked at my schedule, and nearly everything I do every day is either to make money/get educated so I can make more money in the future or doing meal prep/gymcelling so that way it will be easier to get laid. WTF is my life. We really are just animals dude. I have no say in this. I'm gonna be spending the next 3 years in college working 30-40 hours a week and learning shit for another 25 hours a week minimum. Then I'm gonna spend the rest of my waking hours in the gym or the kitchen fucking making food and shoving my 3300 calories a day down my throat in hopes that if I do this for long enough some girl will want to let me fuck her. Not to mention even if I can ascend probably only 1/20 women even come close to matching my sex drive so even if I get a GF I still might be sexually frusterated. I don't have a say in this either. I HAVE to looksmaxx because being an Incel with all these hormones just fucking sucks so much.


Being 12 was a BILLION times better than this even though I technically am allowed to do what I want, and I have enough money to buy cool shit. I literally loved life. Always had something to look forward to. Soccer was fun, school was fun, playing minecraft was heavenly. Didn't have to give a fuck about anything really. The fact that I will never be that happy again in life is just a brutal pill to swallow.

i had a perfect childhood
it trully is the best phase of life for anybody
innocent , care free times
ah man dont make me cry boyo <3