
exeter
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One thing I noticed about what every social outcast that sits alone at lunch has in common is that they all have non-dimorphic, prepubescent baby faces and tiny frames, myself being no exception. This was me at the youthful age of 15:
Versus the average 15 year old today:
I found out about the blackpill before blackpill was a thing during the 8th grade when these 2 kids were watching the one bloody lunch fight scene in family guy and were laughing about it and when I asked to see it, they looked at me and said that I was “too innocent” despite me being heavily obsessed with gore at the time. I missed out on parties, jbs, sneaking out in the middle of the night, breaking into abandoned houses, etc all because I looked “too innocent” to do so. I never developed normal interests, a sense of style, communication skills, and friends. I was an awkward, hairless, squeaky mankid until 17 years old. But even then, you can’t change peoples first impressions on you, if you were an awkward, innocent kid at 15, people will see you as an awkward, innocent kid at 17 regardless if you’ve changed or not.
It truly was over before it even began

Versus the average 15 year old today:


I found out about the blackpill before blackpill was a thing during the 8th grade when these 2 kids were watching the one bloody lunch fight scene in family guy and were laughing about it and when I asked to see it, they looked at me and said that I was “too innocent” despite me being heavily obsessed with gore at the time. I missed out on parties, jbs, sneaking out in the middle of the night, breaking into abandoned houses, etc all because I looked “too innocent” to do so. I never developed normal interests, a sense of style, communication skills, and friends. I was an awkward, hairless, squeaky mankid until 17 years old. But even then, you can’t change peoples first impressions on you, if you were an awkward, innocent kid at 15, people will see you as an awkward, innocent kid at 17 regardless if you’ve changed or not.
It truly was over before it even began