Being a late bloomer is useless

[alh804]

I have never been ugly and girls often showed interest in me when I was younger but I wasn’t confident enough to pursue a relationship, I didn’t want to be the ”prettyboy” with a girl that dreams about chads. I ascended at 18 and grew to 6’3 with a wider frame but went to an all boys school, learnt to take the matter into my own hands and make effort to be able to slay. Worked a lot on myself and now at 21 i’m a 6’3 htn with muscle and a good face and money, I often get girls when I go out to the club or a party which is very seldom because I have to work and study a lot and I have very few friends since we’re all taking different paths in life now. The point is that it feels useless that I’ve ascended and that I have to look my best at 21 when I have fewer friends and more responsibility, the true lucky people are the ones that have enough knowledge to be looksmaxxed at 13-16. Should I maybe start studying on university to fullfill my potential instead of staying on my depressing job with NO WOMEN?

 

[alh804]

btw, I did slay at 16 before the all boys class but what I mean with effort to slay is actually approaching women on bars or on dating apps instead of waiting for them to do it. The whole point with my comment is that there is nothing more depressing than being a 6’3 htn at 21 looking better than ever rotting away and feeling invisible, because the few times I actually go to parties and clubs women approach me, but if I was about 15-17 and I had already ascended by then, i’d have the chance to slay beckys every weekend at houseparties

 

[stck6]

Good life dude

 

[alh804]

Wdym? I’m saying my life is sad rn and idk what to do about it. I have ascended and I look better than ever but it’s literally to late, i’m out of school. Maybe it’s time to start studying idk. I really need a relationship with a true becky bro time is running out i’m soon a uncle lmao