Being a self aware ND is brutal

[Changmentum]

I sometimes wish I was a level 2 type of aspie that wasn’t very self-aware and had no shame in not following social conventions. Sadly, my high sentience and awareness make me more inhibited to initiate conversations. Even if I was more autistic, I would at least have people to hangout with. Sadly, I’m naturally introverted too on top of being ND, which makes my situation worse. It’s all even worse knowing that if I was simply NT, I would have no trouble with girls because of my face card, but because of said disability, im on this forum

 

[donkenfloormop]

Very real