OOGABOOGA
Check the weather & it’s gettin real sussy outside
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It’s not that I have some low t high pitched voice. It’s that it’s quiet, muffled, raspy, vocal fry, etc. It sucks but I don’t know how to describe it properly and I haven’t met anyone else with this issue.
I can’t even just talk. I always have to clear my throat a bunch and hum to not sound like complete shit, but even then my voice is kinda fucked up.
It makes me more antisocial bc I don’t like sounding like this weirdo. It’s an issue I’ve been insecure about for a solid decade. Today for example I had a doctors appointment where I sounded all monotone and raspy like some fucking chain smoker the whole time. Then I went to the gym where i could barely make any sound to respond when dude behind the front desk said hi. Then I go to the grocery store for something and I can barely make any noise again when I’m checking out. Hit up the bagel store for brunch for me and my brother, and to try and not sound retarded I clear my voice hella before I go inside, but then my voice is still blocked, and way more high pitched and breathy than it should be.
Every now and then, for some reason, my voice will temporarily be clear, loud, pretty deep. A solid 7/10 voice. I’m hoping whatever surgery on my airway that might fix my sleep will fix this too. But now I’ve done two surgeries and my sleep and voice are still the same.
I feel like it’s more likely that the issues are correlated than not, bc what are the odds I have two totally separate, rare issues with my airway, but at this point I might just try a speech therapist bc fuck it. I can larp vaccinated so I don’t need a mask anymore. Might as well.
Overlooked trait here, the voice. If your voice is bad it can cuck you hard. Has totally impacted the way I’ve developed socially and how I act to this day.
I can’t even just talk. I always have to clear my throat a bunch and hum to not sound like complete shit, but even then my voice is kinda fucked up.
It makes me more antisocial bc I don’t like sounding like this weirdo. It’s an issue I’ve been insecure about for a solid decade. Today for example I had a doctors appointment where I sounded all monotone and raspy like some fucking chain smoker the whole time. Then I went to the gym where i could barely make any sound to respond when dude behind the front desk said hi. Then I go to the grocery store for something and I can barely make any noise again when I’m checking out. Hit up the bagel store for brunch for me and my brother, and to try and not sound retarded I clear my voice hella before I go inside, but then my voice is still blocked, and way more high pitched and breathy than it should be.
Every now and then, for some reason, my voice will temporarily be clear, loud, pretty deep. A solid 7/10 voice. I’m hoping whatever surgery on my airway that might fix my sleep will fix this too. But now I’ve done two surgeries and my sleep and voice are still the same.
I feel like it’s more likely that the issues are correlated than not, bc what are the odds I have two totally separate, rare issues with my airway, but at this point I might just try a speech therapist bc fuck it. I can larp vaccinated so I don’t need a mask anymore. Might as well.
Overlooked trait here, the voice. If your voice is bad it can cuck you hard. Has totally impacted the way I’ve developed socially and how I act to this day.
