Being anti social and an only child

[jewfucker]

I hate seeing people have fun while I rot away at home with "friends" who wouldn't chose me as top 5 people to pick from. I try avoiding things that make me feel awful but every now and then i'll see some stupid girl or guy on a instagram story hanging out and having the best time of there lives. Its worse during summer, everyone is going places and doing so many cool things but I can't because not only do I not have a lot of people to talk to, I also don't have a lot of family. I have no siblings too. I think every so often how interesting it would be like to have siblings who live with me and there could be a slight chance I could get along with them and hang out with them when I have no one else to have fun with. I also feel as if I can't do fun things on my own. Video games and my other hobbies are boring and now I just walk in my room for hours fantasizing how things could be different.

 

[sejlol]

having an older sibling gotta be da best shit ever, helped me in hs n everything n if i didnt have no friends 2 be wit id js be wit em

 

[jewfucker]

having an older sibling gotta be da best shit ever, helped me in hs n everything n if i didnt have no friends 2 be wit id js be wit em

lucky bro