WannabeEhren
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ive been around only women for 15ish hours of my day for the past year and it has changed me. before i used to cope with "not all women are bad" and now i just see how retarded i was. i have to spend days and days on end listening to them ogle and constantly talk about chads they'd seen in movies or htn's they had seen on tiktok or irl, listening to them laugh about appearances of guys that are quite literally on their same tier, and one of them is in a situationship with her looksmatch (shes an lltb-ltb), BUT shes constantly sending ioi's to any guy she sees, she sees a mtn "omg forget *guys name* this guys way better", she sees her ND HTN ex that pumped and dumped her after flexing to a normie that "his maxilla was developed" half a year ago, "i need him so bad, uuugh i ruined myself for him", also fuck that asshole for making hypergamy worse. i walk past a group of girls and COINCIDENTALY something seems hilarious, like a clown just walked by, and for a split second i wanna just go ER but i snap out of it and i remember that they arent worth it. They barely see me as human, they see me as a plaything, as a joke, as something you can abuse and never be at fault because if i fight back itll look like im hurting the innocent little them. Having to larp as someone who im not leaves me drained at the end of the day and theyre at fault, at fault for everything in my miserable existence. getting made fun of and constantly teased and poked, hell even attacked to the point where i have scars from their long ass nails piercing my skin, it makes me want to smash their skulls in, but no, if i even grab their hand to stop them from touching me, im the abuser. listening to them talk about the borderline hardcore porn series theyve watched where statusmaxxed chad just plows some random ltb and appeals to their hypergamous fantasies while hating on my interests and calling me weird, but if i was chad it would make me "quirky", "fun" and "unique". Its gotten to the point of just wanting to ldar and eventually rope once ive escaped from this cruel society, because whats even the point of all this improvement when it wont get me anywhere, my life was already set at birth and i cannot escape my fate of being a khhv all my life. i wish the best for each and every one of you boyo's. i hope it gets better for us even though it probably never will
