
iblamemoritz
just fix your posture and be confident ;)
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i just got into a new school, with smarter mfs
i thought i could kinda build up a reputation by being good at specific things, for example i was usually pretty good at sports. but then i pull up there and suddenly i'm still pretty good compared to others, but way more people who are better than me than it used to be. and lots of other things have the exact same thing. even at fucking videogames which i used to tryhard in at early teenage years have people who're at least as good as me.
and i'm not even smart to compensate, i barely got into this school, while others did it with ease
talentpill is brutal
iqpill is brutal
and nothing much i can do, since i've got shit to do besides sport, instruments and studying, while others learn it faster, better or only focus on one thing.
i was once the smart kid in elementary school effortless, now i belong to the dumb ones by filtering out the smart and dumb, and me always going to the smart option
i come home tired every single day, and have not any little energy to do work, and we don't even have had many exams. it is an endless cycle. i got sick and cannot even recover from it properly, while having to perform at my best physically at a competition soon.
i am very grateful tho for what i have and that i am able to go to such a school with good people there.
for any1 still reading this jfl, wish you a good day
i thought i could kinda build up a reputation by being good at specific things, for example i was usually pretty good at sports. but then i pull up there and suddenly i'm still pretty good compared to others, but way more people who are better than me than it used to be. and lots of other things have the exact same thing. even at fucking videogames which i used to tryhard in at early teenage years have people who're at least as good as me.
and i'm not even smart to compensate, i barely got into this school, while others did it with ease
talentpill is brutal
iqpill is brutal
and nothing much i can do, since i've got shit to do besides sport, instruments and studying, while others learn it faster, better or only focus on one thing.
i was once the smart kid in elementary school effortless, now i belong to the dumb ones by filtering out the smart and dumb, and me always going to the smart option
i come home tired every single day, and have not any little energy to do work, and we don't even have had many exams. it is an endless cycle. i got sick and cannot even recover from it properly, while having to perform at my best physically at a competition soon.
i am very grateful tho for what i have and that i am able to go to such a school with good people there.
for any1 still reading this jfl, wish you a good day