Being ethnic made me non nt

[mexican-]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok? And that shit got to me because I’ve been ignoring everyone and just doing research on how to ascend and finishing my bleaching cycle but it got me depressed what that point in improving my looks if I still can’t talk to people


Please give me any drugs that I can use to become more social able

She was the only co worker to still be nice to me despite me ignoring her so many times


I just get scared since I’m still an ugly ethnic freak

That why I need drugs bro to feel like I’m human even if it just for a day

 

[.𝐏𝐍𝐄𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐓.]

Alcohol

 

[Deleted member 257282]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok? And that shit got to me because I’ve been ignoring everyone and just doing research on how to ascend and finishing my bleaching cycle but it got me depressed what that point in improving my looks if I still can’t talk to people


Please give me any drugs that I can use to become more social able

Son

 

[mexican-]

Alcohol

Can’t do any of that since I’m bleaching my skin it sensitive so alcohol will just damage it more long term

 

[mexican-]

Son

Any recommendations or should I just rope

 

[ungodly]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok? And that shit got to me because I’ve been ignoring everyone and just doing research on how to ascend and finishing my bleaching cycle but it got me depressed what that point in improving my looks if I still can’t talk to people


Please give me any drugs that I can use to become more social able

Drugs is the worst possible thing u could turn to in this situation. Will make u extremely dependent and you won’t even be able to speak to the cashier at walmart without being high out of your mind. The only and best solution to this is exposure therapy talk to people as often as possible also it will get easier to talk to people the more you ascend

 

[Deleted member 257282]

Any recommendations or should I just rope

You can’t become nt bro
But you can try to forget about lm and find some other Hobby

 

[PharmaPhaggot]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok? And that shit got to me because I’ve been ignoring everyone and just doing research on how to ascend and finishing my bleaching cycle but it got me depressed what that point in improving my looks if I still can’t talk to people


Please give me any drugs that I can use to become more social able

Youll be spammed with gaba drugs, personally while i think they have their place im a bit more anti-gaba than average. This is because they are not sustainable, more or less depending on the drug make you retarded, sedates you, harder to control, doesnt make you sociable/extroverted but just removes anxiety

I instead would recommend you to go with a serotonergic drug like vortioxetine or buspirone and combine it with lithium carbonate

 

[mexican-]

Drugs is the worst possible thing u could turn to in this situation. Will make u extremely dependent and you won’t even be able to speak to the cashier at walmart without being high out of your mind. The only and best solution to this is exposure therapy talk to people as often as possible also it will get easier to talk to people the more you ascend

But bro I’m ethnic no one want to talk to a dirty brown like me I will just get ignored

 

[kaisoover]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok? And that shit got to me because I’ve been ignoring everyone and just doing research on how to ascend and finishing my bleaching cycle but it got me depressed what that point in improving my looks if I still can’t talk to people


Please give me any drugs that I can use to become more social able

She was the only co worker to still be nice to me despite me ignoring her so many times


I just get scared since I’m still an ugly ethnic freak

That why I need drugs bro to feel like I’m human even if it just for a day

adderal, alcohol, coke and I know theres a few veryyy specific drugs that lower inhib but these are usually the top picks among people

 

[kwk3998]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok? And that shit got to me because I’ve been ignoring everyone and just doing research on how to ascend and finishing my bleaching cycle but it got me depressed what that point in improving my looks if I still can’t talk to people


Please give me any drugs that I can use to become more social able

She was the only co worker to still be nice to me despite me ignoring her so many times


I just get scared since I’m still an ugly ethnic freak

That why I need drugs bro to feel like I’m human even if it just for a day

Mexicans are usually the most NT ethnics tho
At least in the social sense

 

[mexican-]

Mexicans are usually the most NT ethnics tho
At least in the social sense

but I hate being Mexican and don’t find any of them attractive
There only this one Mexican girl that decent and she was the only one to still be nice to me despite me ignoring me constantly


Idk she is so nt and pale why would she be nice to a freak like me? Why would she bother getting out of her way to talk to me?

I am a shit skin and ugly? So I don’t understand

 

[Veridic]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok? And that shit got to me because I’ve been ignoring everyone and just doing research on how to ascend and finishing my bleaching cycle but it got me depressed what that point in improving my looks if I still can’t talk to people


Please give me any drugs that I can use to become more social able

She was the only co worker to still be nice to me despite me ignoring her so many times


I just get scared since I’m still an ugly ethnic freak

That why I need drugs bro to feel like I’m human even if it just for a day

Not sure how much this will help you but it did for me, and helped me escape inceldom at 20 years old

LARPING NT: A PRACTICAL GUIDE

looksmax.org

 

[ICXCLuvr]

Ur not ND unless diagnosed

 

[mexican-]

Ur not ND unless diagnosed

I literally watch male model edits at work and constantly ignore my coworkers when they come up and try to talk to me

 

[mexican-]

Not sure how much this will help you but it did for me, and helped me escape inceldom at 20 years old

LARPING NT: A PRACTICAL GUIDE

looksmax.org

I will give this a read but doubt it will work I guess I will need to fake my personality again because when I first started working there everyone liked me and some were even flirting

If I can’t fake it anymore I will just be there until I finish affording my skin bleaching and surgeries then I will just quit


They will eventually hate me either way if they realize I’m bleaching my self


So it probably the best to start again at a new job

 

[Veridic]

I will give this a read but doubt it will work I guess I will need to fake my personality again because when I first started working there everyone liked me and some were even flirting

If I can’t fake it anymore I will just be there until I finish affording my skin bleaching and surgeries then I will just quit


They will eventually hate me either way if they realize I’m bleaching my self


So it probably the best to start again at a new job

You'll never fully escape neurodivergence, but you can fake it hard and long enough to where it becomes apart of your subconscious second nature.

These days it's rather easy for me to do and it comes off as natural after my hardmaxxes but I can still recognize where I'd have acted differently based on my own past.

Also I don't know where you are in terms of how high up on the psl scale but shitskin coloring isn't enough of a disqualifier

 

[mexican-]

You'll never fully escape neurodivergence, but you can fake it hard and long enough to where it becomes apart of your subconscious second nature.

These days it's rather easy for me to do and it comes off as natural after my hardmaxxes but I can still recognize where I'd have acted differently based on my own past.

Also I don't know where you are in terms of how high up on the psl scale but shitskin coloring isn't enough of a disqualifier

The thing is that I always wanted to be white being brown is fucking ugly why would you want to be the color of fucking literal shit


So im so confused why this one female keep trying to talk to me even after I ignored her so many times because how retarded I am

@chudcell999 was right I probably will see my self roping

 

[Veridic]

The thing is that I always wanted to be white being brown is fucking ugly why would you want to be the color of fucking literal shit


So im so confused why this one female keep trying to talk to me even after I ignored her so many times because how retarded I am

@chudcell999 was right I probably will see my self roping

I get it dude but keep it grounded in reality, is brown skin unideal? Yeah, but you also have to take a look at all the brown slayers out there who are putting their dick in white beckies and realize that you're overexaggerating it a bit too much.

Bones matter more than coloring, but if you want to keep bleaching then keep doing so. Staying delusional is not an option however.

 

[mexican-]

I get it dude but keep it grounded in reality, is brown skin unideal? Yeah, but you also have to take a look at all the brown slayers out there who are putting their dick in white beckies and realize that you're overexaggerating it a bit too much.

Bones matter more than coloring, but if you want to keep bleaching then keep doing so. Staying delusional is not an option however.

No such thing as brown and slayer
Everytime I look at my skin I feel nothing but disgust, all my girl friends have been very pale. Whenever I look at a brown Latina I look at her with nothing but utter disgust


No shit skin will complete with guys like this

 

[Veridic]

No such thing as brown and slayer
Everytime I look at my skin I feel nothing but disgust, all my girl friends have been very pale. Whenever I look at a brown Latina I look at her with nothing but utter disgust


No shit skin will complete with guys like this

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Ah so this is a "look at me everyone I want attention" post.

Cringe + fakecel talking about roping

 

[mexican-]

Ah so this is a "look at me everyone I want attention" post.

Cringe + fakecel talking about roping

What are you even talking about jfl you can’t be attractive and brown at the same time

 

[Veridic]

What are you even talking about jfl you can’t be attractive and brown at the same time

"Can't be attractive"

>Mentions having white girlfriends in the past

Dnr

 

[mexican-]

"Can't be attractive"

>Mentions having white girlfriends in the past

Dnr

I never had a white girl friends I only dated pale skin Latinas

 

[Veridic]

I never had a white girl friends I only dated pale skin Latinas

Please shut the fuck up faggot.

I'm tired of these fakecels crying about roping when they objectively have appeal, bleach your shitskin and stfu.

 

[mexican-]

Please shut the fuck up faggot.

I'm tired of these fakecels crying about roping when they objectively have appeal, bleach your shitskin and stfu.

Keep coping for me the only thing that saving me is that I am 6’1 my face is nothing special

 

[Veridic]

Keep coping for me the only thing that saving me is that I am 6’1 my face is nothing special

I could care less than to cope for you

 

[silently_said]

I remember this one decent looking female co worker ask me if I was ok?

relatable

 

[ICXCLuvr]

I literally watch male model edits at work and constantly ignore my coworkers when they come up and try to talk to me

You are weird. Not ND.

 

[mexican-]

H

You are weird. Not ND.

how can I fix that then

 

[ICXCLuvr]

H

how can I fix that then

I don’t know

 

[mexican-]

I don’t know

Should I take drugs or keep coping

 

[ICXCLuvr]

take drugs

.

 

[LiL 369]

Ah so this is a "look at me everyone I want attention" post.

Its always the same shit with these ethnics... Always crying and licking white people's ass, just to get some sort of sympathy idk...

 

[enlightful]

Any recommendations or should I just rope

Unironically you might just be better off roping

Not to be an asshole btw, but legit what better choice is there

Cause even if the skin bleaching works, the misery and torment you've felt your whole life will still be there

Might as well call it GG's bro, might as well save yourself from further pain

 

[playboy carti]

Js sad bro ,