being fat growing up ruined me

[fluxx]

i was in a bad class with awful people, i was bullied relentlessly and whenever i tried to talk i was shut down and was told i was a fat ass. After that when i lost weight and started working now, now i was bullied cuz i had no social skills bc i had no friends. I usually just stayed in my room as much as possible and played video games. Now when i started hs things went differently since i went with completely new people and new envirioment. I actually started having some friend and had a friend group for a while but as you know most of them dont last and i was just left with couple of my friends and thats it. Its still lonely but its better than it used to be.
this is just a little rant its okay if u dnr

 

[marshadow]

Now when i started hs things

How tf old are you bro

 

[2025cel]

I'm gonna wait for the movie

 

[fluxx]

How tf old are you bro

im 16 second year hs

 

[AuggyDauggy]

i was in a bad class with awful people, i was bullied relentlessly and whenever i tried to talk i was shut down and was told i was a fat ass. After that when i lost weight and started working now, now i was bullied cuz i had no social skills bc i had no friends. I usually just stayed in my room as much as possible and played video games. Now when i started hs things went differently since i went with completely new people and new envirioment. I actually started having some friend and had a friend group for a while but as you know most of them dont last and i was just left with couple of my friends and thats it. Its still lonely but its better than it used to be.
this is just a little rant its okay if u dnr

It’s all good I read it. At least you’re doing better now, it’s not about how many people you have but the quality

 

[FaceandBBC]

Did you do this?

 

[fluxx]

It’s all good I read it. At least you’re doing better now, it’s not about how many people you have but the quality

fs u right but i just wish i had a gf or something, a bigger friend group
maybe its just me who always wants more

 

[HostSamurai]

Never even had a chubby phase, chief.

 

[fluxx]

Did you do this?
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i remember all the sweating
i couldnt run at all it was sad

 

[AuggyDauggy]

fs u right but i just wish i had a gf or something, a bigger friend group
maybe its just me who always wants more

You’re 16 in hs, maybe when you get lean enough try to talk to a girl you like. At this age people aren’t as superficial as they are when they become adults. It’s normal to always want more everyone feels the same way

 

[fluxx]

You’re 16 in hs, maybe when you get lean enough try to talk to a girl you like. At this age people aren’t as superficial as they are when they become adults. It’s normal to always want more everyone feels the same way

ive had some girl interested in me, but like i lost the weight a looong time ago and i think i look way better than before but still
i just cant find the right girl where i like her and she likes me

 

[IHATEINDIANS]

Real shit, same here. Lost hella weight but gained a bunch back because I was being bullied for my looks / social skills after anyway so I just went back to coping with goyslop.

 

[AuggyDauggy]

ive had some girl interested in me, but like i lost the weight a looong time ago and i think i look way better than before but still
i just cant find the right girl where i like her and she likes me

Real shit, I can’t really give you advice about where to find her. But if you wanna make your dating life easier, choose a girl who chooses you. Even if you might be mtn (as an example) and she’s ltb. You avoid a lot of bs that way

 

[fluxx]

Real shit, same here. Lost hella weight but gained a bunch back because I was being bullied for my looks / social skills after anyway so I just went back to coping with goyslop.

i get u man, its sad that we didnt have the chance to gain our social skills and confidence as kids, like others have
but ig its still not late

 

[fluxx]

Real shit, I can’t really give you advice about where to find her. But if you wanna make your dating life easier, choose a girl who chooses you. Even if you might be mtn (as an example) and she’s ltb. You avoid a lot of bs that way

yeah thats true i know a girl really liked me one time but like she was super crazy and we argued a lot and werent really for each other. She still wanted me even tho we argued, she was really really complicated

 

[AuggyDauggy]

yeah thats true i know a girl really liked me one time but like she was super crazy and we argued a lot and werent really for each other. She still wanted me even tho we argued, she was really really complicated

Lmao, maybe an NT girl you chooses you too. I should’ve added that part

 

[fluxx]

Lmao, maybe an NT girl you chooses you too. I should’ve added that part

yeah but im not nt so i dont see a reason why she should

 

[superpsycho]

Did you do this?
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this one is personal.

 

[superpsycho]

i was in a bad class with awful people, i was bullied relentlessly and whenever i tried to talk i was shut down and was told i was a fat ass. After that when i lost weight and started working now, now i was bullied cuz i had no social skills bc i had no friends. I usually just stayed in my room as much as possible and played video games. Now when i started hs things went differently since i went with completely new people and new envirioment. I actually started having some friend and had a friend group for a while but as you know most of them dont last and i was just left with couple of my friends and thats it. Its still lonely but its better than it used to be.
this is just a little rant its okay if u dnr

it fucked me up mentally in my formative years but i deserved it for being fat

dealt with eating disorder and i have shitty fucking body dysmorphia JFL

 

[superpsycho]

IF UR SOCIAL LIFE WAS SHIT IN UR FORMATIVE YEARS ITS OVER FOR THE REST OF UR LIFE FUCK MY EXISTENCE

 

[fluxx]

IF UR SOCIAL LIFE WAS SHIT IN UR FORMATIVE YEARS ITS OVER FOR THE REST OF UR LIFE FUCK MY EXISTENCE

fuck my chud life