being forced to hangout tomorrow

[miserycel]

don’t really like the friends that i have

i keep them around because we’ve been friends for so long now and having nobody irl to speak to is kind of scary

but i’ve been avoiding them for some time since they’re just too boring and dull for me but it’s threatened the friendship

they’re just normies, they would love nothing more than to spend a whole day just making my ears bleed talking about how amazing they are and how wonderful their life is

they almost let go of me since i kept isolating and now i have to hang with them tomorrow just to save the last pieces of it even though i don’t really want to

it’s really annoying when you can’t really find your people

and the people you’re surrounded by aren’t them, so you kind of just have to accept it

 

[volgograd009]

don’t really like the friends that i have

i keep them around because we’ve been friends for so long now and having nobody irl to speak to is kind of scary

but i’ve been avoiding them for some time since they’re just too boring and dull for me but it’s threatened the friendship

they’re just normies, they would love nothing more than to spend a whole day just making my ears bleed talking about how amazing they are and how wonderful their life is

they almost let go of me since i kept isolating and now i have to hang with them tomorrow just to save the last pieces of it even though i don’t really want to

it’s really annoying when you can’t really find your people

and the people you’re surrounded by aren’t them, so you kind of just have to accept it

Nigga nobody should oblige you to go out, if you want to then go if you don't want screw them

 

[tansel]

if you don’t like the friends that you have

then they are not your friends

they are simply people that you tolerate

they almost let go of me

you cannot be “let go of”

seeing as you are not a slave so to speak

 

[miserycel]

Nigga nobody should oblige you to go out, if you want to then go if you don't want screw them

i’ve already made every excuse i possibly could

they’re nice guys but extremely flawed

and all the negativity in everything has been hitting me hard recently

i don’t want to end up as that kind of person that floats away from everyone

and just rots away in his own melancholy

 

[miserycel]

if you don’t like the friends that you have

then they are not your friends

they are simply people that you tolerate

this is true

sometimes i believe they’re simply tolerating me too

you cannot be “let go of”

seeing as you are not a slave so to speak

it’s hard when there’s a lack of people in your life

and an absence of any great people

we aren’t meant to be lonely and we aren’t meant to have so many people entering and leaving our lives in this rate

it really puts me down

 

[tansel]

this is true

sometimes i believe they’re simply tolerating me too

it’s hard when there’s a lack of people in your life

and an absence of any great people

we aren’t meant to be lonely and we aren’t meant to have so many people entering and leaving our lives in this rate

it really puts me down

yeah

i completely understand

humans even in nature have a tribe

it is simply an unimaginable pain to be alone in this domesticated slave society

sure you can get surgeries to look better

but deep down

that pain in your heart does not go away

not until you find your tribe

 

[miserycel]

yeah

i completely understand

humans even in nature have a tribe

it is simply an unimaginable pain to be alone in this domesticated slave society

sure you can get surgeries to look better

but deep down

that pain in your heart does not go away

not until you find your tribe

true

i do think sometimes i’ll just end up enduring all the pain

i think that’s a more realistic outcome than finding the people i desire

im not well

i feel like an alien amongst all these people

not because im special or awake

simply because i was born to suffer

 

[tansel]

i think that’s a more realistic outcome than finding the people i desire

i think this world is too large for us to not find our tribe one day

that is why looksmaxing & getting surgeries is essential

as you get welcomed into other tribes easier due to your face

not because im special or awake

simply because i was born to suffer

everybody born in a domesticated slave society was born to suffer

seeing as we cannot do what we truly want to do

which is to live in nature, relax all day, & eat animal foods

 

[miserycel]

i think this world is too large for us to not find our tribe one day

that is why looksmaxing & getting surgeries is essential

as you get welcomed into other tribes easier due to your face

to an extent

no matter how beautiful i can get, i think it’s too late

i’ve withdrew too far into my own solitude to the point i dont really know what i want anymore

i always desired human connection but i feel apathetic to it now

other people just make me bitter and angry

everybody born in a domesticated slave society was born to suffer

seeing as we cannot do what we truly want to do

which is to live in nature, relax all day, & eat animal foods

there’s still hope for that though

at least in our lifetimes

but it doesn’t interest me one bit

i’ve lost all kind of ardour for this world

 

[tansel]

i’ve withdrew too far into my own solitude to the point i dont really know what i want anymore

you have always known what you wanted

it is the same as what every human wants

which is love from a significant other

a woman so to speak

but it doesn’t interest me one bit

i’ve lost all kind of ardour for this world

is this due to your solitude

 

[miserycel]

you have always known what you wanted

it is the same as what every human wants

which is love from a significant other

a woman so to speak

given up on it already

is this due to your solitude

yeah

among other things

i’ve lost essence i guess

a woman could make me feel happy, so could friends

but they don’t have what it takes to quench this thirst inside me, and neither do i

 

[tansel]

given up on it already

well

that is sad

but

even a slave who is obsessed with money can give up on being a millionare

even though it is what he wants more than anything

just because someone gives up on finding love does not mean it isn’t what they want

but they don’t have what it takes to quench this thirst inside me, and neither do i

maybe try going into nature

with some animal foods

& try to find what it is that you want

 

[resting]

given up on it already

yeah

among other things

i’ve lost essence i guess

a woman could make me feel happy, so could friends

but they don’t have what it takes to quench this thirst inside me, and neither do i

made me shed a tear bhai

 

[resting]

well

that is sad

but

even a slave who is obsessed with money can give up on being a millionare

even though it is what he wants more than anything

just because someone gives up on finding love does not mean it isn’t what they want


maybe try going into nature

with some animal foods

& try to find what it is that you want

always so philosophical

 

[miserycel]

made me shed a tear bhai

it’s tough

always so philosophical

 

[tansel]

always so philosophical

haha thank you man

i am just a follower of goatis

 

[miserycel]

well

that is sad

but

even a slave who is obsessed with money can give up on being a millionare

even though it is what he wants more than anything

just because someone gives up on finding love does not mean it isn’t what they want

i mean

i could probably find a woman to spend life with

she could be pretty, and she could be caring

but it would dull, like everything else

i need a world rocker

a woman to kick some essence and awe into my soul

but i don’t think she exists

and if she does, i am undeserving

maybe try going into nature

with some animal foods

& try to find what it is that you want

i don’t feel as if it’s my calling to be honest

i don’t feel like living in my evolutionary intended reality is what quenches my thirst

and i wouldn’t mind participating in fairytales like religion either, but those don’t fill it too

i have no calling

im probably just going to endure it as i have been

can’t see another way

 

[трушный грей]

don’t really like the friends that i have

i keep them around because we’ve been friends for so long now and having nobody irl to speak to is kind of scary

but i’ve been avoiding them for some time since they’re just too boring and dull for me but it’s threatened the friendship

they’re just normies, they would love nothing more than to spend a whole day just making my ears bleed talking about how amazing they are and how wonderful their life is

they almost let go of me since i kept isolating and now i have to hang with them tomorrow just to save the last pieces of it even though i don’t really want to

it’s really annoying when you can’t really find your people

and the people you’re surrounded by aren’t them, so you kind of just have to accept it

just go out from them

 

[tansel]

i need a world rocker

a woman to kick some essence and awe into my soul

but i don’t think she exists

obviously she exists

seeing as you can do exciting things with the woman that you love

and if she does, i am undeserving

only you can decide that you are “undeserving”

which is an absolutely meaningless term

seeing as humans deserve everything

as we are wild & free animals

not slaves

i have no calling

im probably just going to endure it as i have been

can’t see another way

well

you cannot see another way because you have not tried another way

a slave cannot imagine being free

because he has been locked down all his life

 

[miserycel]

obviously she exists

seeing as you can do exciting things with the woman that you love

perhaps it’s just truecel ramblings.

i cannot say things with absolute certainty

my mental fortitude is weak

id probably give the world to the first woman who shows me gratitude

but i cannot help but feel that nothing in this world will give me a rush and ignite me with passion and excitement

but i guess i’ve got many years to come to see if that lives up

only you can decide that you are “undeserving”

which is an absolutely meaningless term

seeing as humans deserve everything

as we are wild & free animals

not slaves

i disagree

this world feels more like slavery than freedom

im already bound by the obvious roll of the dice

im bound by opportunities, timing, location, mentality and sheer luck

and i feel the things i desire are not on their path to me

well

you cannot see another way because you have not tried another way

a slave cannot imagine being free

because he has been locked down all his life

you are right

im frozen in this reality

it’s a hole i need to climb out of

 

[tansel]

i disagree

this world feels more like slavery than freedom

im already bound by the obvious roll of the dice

im bound by opportunities, timing, location, mentality and sheer luck

yes exactly haha

seeing as we live in a domesticated slave society

but don’t think so negative man

you are only a truecel in your mind

in reality

plastic surgery will completely remove your idea of being a truecel

& you are on a forum where there is a great amount of information about plastic surgery

you are right

im frozen in this reality

it’s a hole i need to climb out of

haha yes

that is the spirit

try watching a couple goatis videos

start eating animal foods as much as you can

be in nature

& you will see how much your life will change