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I get depressive thought loops, but I enjoy them a lot. Example while walking:
"i'm a cuck" - hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i don't feel my dick and have a pissing-like sensation when orgasm. Work is easier but i'm dissassociated from, i don't feel it, pleasurable anhedonia state
i get urge to do nothing and have smug superiority feeling from it. I walk and move robotically. I get a lot of pleasure feelings from telling other people how much of a conformist i am. I went on self improvement communities and bragged about never thinking, always doing whats natural and impossible to change anything. It made me more social because of no inhibitions but antisocial type of socializations where i extract pleasure from feeling better than other peoples. Especially when someone tries to do something/works hard and fails.
the downsides are you don't wanna do anything, can become fat, don't feel anything from dick, other emotions become hard to feel
unlike recreational drugs, this can last for a few weeks/months, obviously there are downsides if you're permanently on them, the concept of psyciatric depression is flawed. I haven't tried but it seems useful if you wanna go zombie mode on something unpleasant.
"i'm a cuck" - hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i don't feel my dick and have a pissing-like sensation when orgasm. Work is easier but i'm dissassociated from, i don't feel it, pleasurable anhedonia state
i get urge to do nothing and have smug superiority feeling from it. I walk and move robotically. I get a lot of pleasure feelings from telling other people how much of a conformist i am. I went on self improvement communities and bragged about never thinking, always doing whats natural and impossible to change anything. It made me more social because of no inhibitions but antisocial type of socializations where i extract pleasure from feeling better than other peoples. Especially when someone tries to do something/works hard and fails.
the downsides are you don't wanna do anything, can become fat, don't feel anything from dick, other emotions become hard to feel
unlike recreational drugs, this can last for a few weeks/months, obviously there are downsides if you're permanently on them, the concept of psyciatric depression is flawed. I haven't tried but it seems useful if you wanna go zombie mode on something unpleasant.
