saiem
young sensitive absurdist
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People tend to like me the more they get to know me. “at first you seemed rude, then as I got to know you better I found a kinder, softer version of you” some say, but they will never know me, they will never know the layers there are to me. All this because I feel so distant from everyone and different, even when I attempt to conform something feels wrong. I’m alienated from my surroundings and I don’t know why, why am I so different? why do I feel people can’t give me what I truly want from relationships weather they are romantic or platonic. There is some level of profoundness that nobody reaches, I feel like nobody will ever deserve my intimacy.