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Since I was young, I’ve been very introverted and couldn’t make friends easily. My parents always told me to go outside and play with the other kids, but I just couldn’t. Hell, even during this summer break, I only went outside to go to shops and take late walks when there was no one around.
Now that school has started again, people are socializing and trying to talk to me, while I just stare at them and think of something to reply with, only for them to ignore me. God, I wish I wasn’t introverted or ND. Even when I try to speak about a topic I usually know way more than I should, which makes me seem like a nerd or some freak, and I hate that.
I can be alone for months and not be “lonely.” I already have been, since my parents travel or go on business trips where I’m alone at home for weeks or even months. And I love it because my parents are strict and annoying. But sometimes I wish I could have some company. I truly believe I’ll die alone, with no friends or love.
Even the people I’ve known since I was around 8 don’t even like me. Sure, they talk to me, but I know they do it out of kindness. If they truly liked me, they could at least send me messages after school. I got zero invitations to hang out the whole summer, yet they’re my so-called “friends.”
I wish I could just rope but I’m to pussy to that.
Now that school has started again, people are socializing and trying to talk to me, while I just stare at them and think of something to reply with, only for them to ignore me. God, I wish I wasn’t introverted or ND. Even when I try to speak about a topic I usually know way more than I should, which makes me seem like a nerd or some freak, and I hate that.
I can be alone for months and not be “lonely.” I already have been, since my parents travel or go on business trips where I’m alone at home for weeks or even months. And I love it because my parents are strict and annoying. But sometimes I wish I could have some company. I truly believe I’ll die alone, with no friends or love.
Even the people I’ve known since I was around 8 don’t even like me. Sure, they talk to me, but I know they do it out of kindness. If they truly liked me, they could at least send me messages after school. I got zero invitations to hang out the whole summer, yet they’re my so-called “friends.”
I wish I could just rope but I’m to pussy to that.
