Being ND cancels the physique?

[cartman_1]

Even if I was Chad, 6'4, I wasn't get girls, I'm too high inhib, I larp as a one low inhib, but I'm not, idk why sometimes I don't that that shit, but I'm 5'11-6'0, the normal in my country is 5'8.5, I have a MTN potential, I had good habits and I'm trying to recover them and put some effort in my looks, but I think even that don't matters, if I need a girl to approach to me, I'm lost, I'm too high inhib, I like I girl and maybe the next week from the next week I tell her that, after doing softmaxxes to look good, I have an entire week to do nothing, because I just postpone and delay things and after I feel.bad, I'm gifted too, so it's very easy all, but that shit destroys me, idk if I'm ND, like Asperger or just a high ihnib, too high