Abhorrence
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My perspective has been greatly distorted by forums made by autistic men for autistic men
People treat me like an alien but some like me because they find my weird behaviour endearing I guess
The thing is never having discovered these forums could be better for me because the comfort these places give me and sense of belonging would have to be replaced by some IRL source so I would have to go search for it
Being raised chronically online is a curse
Especially looksmax had an effect on me and it made me evaluate my worth solely based on appearance which is bad
I tried to make sense of the world by adopting blackpilled ideologies but those ideologies put me down after I experienced many many contradictions in the real world but I will admit there is still some truth to it, its just that you just pull yourself back by identifying with being a blackpiller
People treat me like an alien but some like me because they find my weird behaviour endearing I guess
The thing is never having discovered these forums could be better for me because the comfort these places give me and sense of belonging would have to be replaced by some IRL source so I would have to go search for it
Being raised chronically online is a curse
Especially looksmax had an effect on me and it made me evaluate my worth solely based on appearance which is bad
I tried to make sense of the world by adopting blackpilled ideologies but those ideologies put me down after I experienced many many contradictions in the real world but I will admit there is still some truth to it, its just that you just pull yourself back by identifying with being a blackpiller
