D
Deleted member 17578
Emerald
- Joined
- Feb 3, 2022
- Posts
- 39,939
- Reputation
- 95,025
I am 2.5 years younger than my brother, which means that my brother was most of the time bigger and stronger than me, which made him abuse me, treat me like shit.
He humiliated me, destroyed me, just because he was almost 3 years older during crucial periods of my childhood.
On top of that, I suffered more deeply from child-abuse than him. My parents were sorta stable during the early years, and then it went bad. And when it went bad, my brother was 2.5years older than me so he had already gained a greater sense of self compared to me. He was more able to manouver parental child-abuse compared to me, who was 2.5 years younger.
I had nobody, I was nobody.
I hate family.
What is family to me? People who treat you like shit and think they can get away with it because you have no choice in who your family is.
I will never contact my family ever again.
He humiliated me, destroyed me, just because he was almost 3 years older during crucial periods of my childhood.
On top of that, I suffered more deeply from child-abuse than him. My parents were sorta stable during the early years, and then it went bad. And when it went bad, my brother was 2.5years older than me so he had already gained a greater sense of self compared to me. He was more able to manouver parental child-abuse compared to me, who was 2.5 years younger.
I had nobody, I was nobody.
I hate family.
What is family to me? People who treat you like shit and think they can get away with it because you have no choice in who your family is.
I will never contact my family ever again.
