Being ugly for 6 years has ruined my life and my mental state i will end up killing myself it is inevitable.

[lowtiersubhuman]

Honestly im almost 16 now (5 montjs) and I have been suicidal and ugly since I was only 10 years old

I dont think ill ever recover and love myself or truly love my body in reality i have no skills no good qualities beyond being too kind for my own good i have no talent im terrible at sports I cant do anything my brain is ruined I dont know how to talk to girls ive never talked to a girl that ik irl ive never texted a girl ik irl ive never had a romantic interaction with a girl that wasnt online I have a "plan" for my future but ive really just assumed that I will be dead before I turn 18 and nothing has ever really wavered me from that stance other than my occasional few days of delusions telling myself it will all work out

It will never workout I think there is just something fundamentally flawed about me I just cannot imagine a girl actually loving me and wanting me and wanting to be in a relationship with me

And ppl Will say muhh your a fakecel or muhh just try to get a girl

Im not a fake celebrity I have only ever had negative experiences with girls in regards to anything past platonically (and either way I dont have a single. Girl friend)

Im khhv I barley get invited to anything(maybe like twice a year)

Idk what to do with my life i legit think the only logical option is to kill myself pretty soon im not enjoying high-school the onk.reason why im still alive.is because im too much of a pussy ass bitch to kms I cant even kill myself right thats how much a of a fucking loser I am im a worthless piece of shit waste of space

Dont even attempt to tell me to go ER or assume I hate women or assume I hate anything im a logical honest man those girls didnt do anything to me yes ive been bullied and teased but I dont blame them I only really blame idk my genetics and myself I guess as much as im a stupid worthless peice of shit im not gonna lie to myself and act like this is all my fault all my medical issues all my pain both mentally and physically

Its really not all my fault its also just had luck

Karma isnt real good people have bad outcomes just try to be kind and god forbid stay true to your values and be logical

 

[snuggylion5]

Just tell urself u mog i dont understand u sad guys

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Just tell urself u mog i dont understand u sad guys

You have obviously never been ugly or sad

 

[snuggylion5]

You have obviously never been ugly or sad

Im currently ugly but im not sad

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Im currently ugly but im not sad

Mirin
Never become sad cuz your ugly
Or sad in general

 

[Antonlord7]

I've been ugly my whole life

 

[snuggylion5]

Mirin
Never become sad cuz your ugly
Or sad in general

Ngl i lied im avg

 

[iamnotaracist]

Honestly im almost 16 now (5 montjs) and I have been suicidal and ugly since I was only 10 years old

I dont think ill ever recover and love myself or truly love my body in reality i have no skills no good qualities beyond being too kind for my own good i have no talent im terrible at sports I cant do anything my brain is ruined I dont know how to talk to girls ive never talked to a girl that ik irl ive never texted a girl ik irl ive never had a romantic interaction with a girl that wasnt online I have a "plan" for my future but ive really just assumed that I will be dead before I turn 18 and nothing has ever really wavered me from that stance other than my occasional few days of delusions telling myself it will all work out

It will never workout I think there is just something fundamentally flawed about me I just cannot imagine a girl actually loving me and wanting me and wanting to be in a relationship with me

And ppl Will say muhh your a fakecel or muhh just try to get a girl

Im not a fake celebrity I have only ever had negative experiences with girls in regards to anything past platonically (and either way I dont have a single. Girl friend)

Im khhv I barley get invited to anything(maybe like twice a year)

Idk what to do with my life i legit think the only logical option is to kill myself pretty soon im not enjoying high-school the onk.reason why im still alive.is because im too much of a pussy ass bitch to kms I cant even kill myself right thats how much a of a fucking loser I am im a worthless piece of shit waste of space

Dont even attempt to tell me to go ER or assume I hate women or assume I hate anything im a logical honest man those girls didnt do anything to me yes ive been bullied and teased but I dont blame them I only really blame idk my genetics and myself I guess as much as im a stupid worthless peice of shit im not gonna lie to myself and act like this is all my fault all my medical issues all my pain both mentally and physically

Its really not all my fault its also just had luck

Karma isnt real good people have bad outcomes just try to be kind and god forbid stay true to your values and be logical

Low Test

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I've been ugly my whole life

I was extremely deformed when I was younger in my mouth but braves fixed it I was cuteish but around 9 or 10 I fell don

 

[Antonlord7]

I was extremely deformed when I was younger in my mouth but braves fixed it I was cuteish but around 9 or 10 I fell don

I was deformed then and now I'm 19+ with deformities and wearing braces with deepbite and many other deformities

 

[1966Ford]

Hop on Test and GH right now fam. It lessens the urge

 

[negativ_canthalshit]

Honestly im almost 16 now (5 montjs) and I have been suicidal and ugly since I was only 10 years old

I dont think ill ever recover and love myself or truly love my body in reality i have no skills no good qualities beyond being too kind for my own good i have no talent im terrible at sports I cant do anything my brain is ruined I dont know how to talk to girls ive never talked to a girl that ik irl ive never texted a girl ik irl ive never had a romantic interaction with a girl that wasnt online I have a "plan" for my future but ive really just assumed that I will be dead before I turn 18 and nothing has ever really wavered me from that stance other than my occasional few days of delusions telling myself it will all work out

It will never workout I think there is just something fundamentally flawed about me I just cannot imagine a girl actually loving me and wanting me and wanting to be in a relationship with me

And ppl Will say muhh your a fakecel or muhh just try to get a girl

Im not a fake celebrity I have only ever had negative experiences with girls in regards to anything past platonically (and either way I dont have a single. Girl friend)

Im khhv I barley get invited to anything(maybe like twice a year)

Idk what to do with my life i legit think the only logical option is to kill myself pretty soon im not enjoying high-school the onk.reason why im still alive.is because im too much of a pussy ass bitch to kms I cant even kill myself right thats how much a of a fucking loser I am im a worthless piece of shit waste of space

Dont even attempt to tell me to go ER or assume I hate women or assume I hate anything im a logical honest man those girls didnt do anything to me yes ive been bullied and teased but I dont blame them I only really blame idk my genetics and myself I guess as much as im a stupid worthless peice of shit im not gonna lie to myself and act like this is all my fault all my medical issues all my pain both mentally and physically

Its really not all my fault its also just had luck

Karma isnt real good people have bad outcomes just try to be kind and god forbid stay true to your values and be logical

im in the same situation as you bro, im getting better though, if it helps like i can put you on as well bro, like we gotta stay in this together this is a improvement forum, our end goal cant be suicide

 

[trueadam1]

dnr but i hope u get better
also wait till ur 18 before u make these decisions lmao

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

dnr but i hope u get better
also wait till ur 18 before u make these decisions lmao

Im planning on suffering till 18

 

[negativ_canthalshit]

Im currently ugly but im not sad

mirin the serotonin ig

 

[trueadam1]

Im planning on suffering till 18

no nigga js wait till u can hardmaxx
atm js convince urself ur a hyper mogger then life is good
at least thats what i do

 

[tansel]

no nigga js wait till u can hardmaxx
atm js convince urself ur a hyper mogger then life is good
at least thats what i do

its just the one x man

 

[trueadam1]

its just the one x man

wdym

 

[tansel]

wdym

it’s hardmax not hardmaxx lmao

 

[trueadam1]

it’s hardmax not hardmaxx lmao

mb

 

[Chadeep]

Read @Jason Voorhees thread. It's not even over brah. Imagine giving up when you're 16

 

[duhz]

its never over

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

its never over

Idk bro

 

[trueadam1]

its never over

this case it is

 

[trueadam1]

this guys suicidal at 15

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

this guys suicidal at 15

I was suicidal at 10 my nga

 

[LKira]

I have a "plan" for my future but ive really just assumed that I will be dead before I turn 18 and nothing has ever really wavered me from that stance other than my occasional few days of delusions telling myself it will all work out

I had this SAME exact thought when I was in high school and I'm 23 now. Believe me when I say you most likely aren't going to do anything to yourself. I've stopped larping suicidal ideation and accepted that my life wouldn't be as bad as it's been if I just didn't let my IQlet attention span obliterate my whole life.

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I had this SAME exact thought when I was in high school and I'm 23 now. Believe me when I say you most likely aren't going to do anything to yourself. I've stopped larping suicidal ideation and accepted that my life wouldn't be as bad as it's been if I just didn't let my IQlet attention span obliterate me my life.

Im not larping it but i cant go through

 

[LKira]

Im not larping it but i cant go through

I'm not saying you don't feel it, but that it's a fantasy in your mind. Everytime I think ts, I realize I'm terrified of the nothingness and the fear of burdening my parents even more than I already do makes me feel guilty. I also wish people could understand why I'd do it, but I could never satisfactorily compartmentalize my life experience into a suicide note which fucks with my ADHD mind.

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I'm not saying you don't feel it, but that it's a fantasy in your mind. Everytime I think ts, I realize I'm terrified of the nothingness and the fear of burdening my parents even more than I already do makes me feel guilty. I also wish people could understand why I'd do it, but I could never satisfactorily compartmentalize my life experience into a suicide note which fucks with my ADHD mind.

That last part is real

 

[cyrixxy]

Honestly im almost 16 now (5 montjs) and I have been suicidal and ugly since I was only 10 years old

I dont think ill ever recover and love myself or truly love my body in reality i have no skills no good qualities beyond being too kind for my own good i have no talent im terrible at sports I cant do anything my brain is ruined I dont know how to talk to girls ive never talked to a girl that ik irl ive never texted a girl ik irl ive never had a romantic interaction with a girl that wasnt online I have a "plan" for my future but ive really just assumed that I will be dead before I turn 18 and nothing has ever really wavered me from that stance other than my occasional few days of delusions telling myself it will all work out

It will never workout I think there is just something fundamentally flawed about me I just cannot imagine a girl actually loving me and wanting me and wanting to be in a relationship with me

And ppl Will say muhh your a fakecel or muhh just try to get a girl

Im not a fake celebrity I have only ever had negative experiences with girls in regards to anything past platonically (and either way I dont have a single. Girl friend)

Im khhv I barley get invited to anything(maybe like twice a year)

Idk what to do with my life i legit think the only logical option is to kill myself pretty soon im not enjoying high-school the onk.reason why im still alive.is because im too much of a pussy ass bitch to kms I cant even kill myself right thats how much a of a fucking loser I am im a worthless piece of shit waste of space

Dont even attempt to tell me to go ER or assume I hate women or assume I hate anything im a logical honest man those girls didnt do anything to me yes ive been bullied and teased but I dont blame them I only really blame idk my genetics and myself I guess as much as im a stupid worthless peice of shit im not gonna lie to myself and act like this is all my fault all my medical issues all my pain both mentally and physically

Its really not all my fault its also just had luck

Karma isnt real good people have bad outcomes just try to be kind and god forbid stay true to your values and be logical

Many similarities, roping isn't worth it , the pain is excruciating and the embrassment after will just make your already shit life worse if your alive, (you will regret it regardless)

 

[svarddre]

It doesn’t get better. I was ugly growing up and now that I’m not ugly I still feel ugly.