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Zephir
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my low as fuark social status from being a fat cystic acne autist in my youth has totally destroyed my confidence and my ability to enjoy socializing no cap. i definitely would not be a khhv otherwise back then or now. i was arguably much more nt back then and still hung out with people every other day.
if u complain about this shit people assume you were like a gargantuan autist but so many doors are shut for you if you fail to meet an acceptable level of looks and status that precludes people treating you like utter shit. it's a vicious cycle too that compounds itself. the lower u get the more you become removed from people who moderate your autism so that you're perpetually out of the loop. your social skills become adapted for people who have none. the quality of your interests, style, humor too. you need some competition as well from your peers in mediums that do you good like sports, not video games. mental illness thrives in good company. over.
if u complain about this shit people assume you were like a gargantuan autist but so many doors are shut for you if you fail to meet an acceptable level of looks and status that precludes people treating you like utter shit. it's a vicious cycle too that compounds itself. the lower u get the more you become removed from people who moderate your autism so that you're perpetually out of the loop. your social skills become adapted for people who have none. the quality of your interests, style, humor too. you need some competition as well from your peers in mediums that do you good like sports, not video games. mental illness thrives in good company. over.
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