Being ugly is a humiliation ritual and its sad.

[iblamepersonnality]

Today my mother came over with one of her friends. She looked younger than my mother; I think she must have been 35 or 38 (my mother is 41). She was very pretty. When she came in, my mother told me to come out of my room to greet her and introduce myself. When I held out my hand, she looked at me strangely, as if she were a little shocked, and then she said, "You're a ugly boy, huh " I pretended to laugh, but I know she was serious. My mother just replied mockingly, "You are not serious." But I know she was embarrassed. I think she expected me to be quite attractive, since my mother is a Stacy. It broke my heart because it added to the other similar experiences I've had because of my appearance. At this point in my life, I see no other choice but to ascend even if it means giving my life, because living like this is already worse than death. The only thing holding me back right now is money, because I live in a third world country and I'm really poor, but once I manage to find a minimum amount of money by some means or other... Ascend or die trying.

My self esteem who was already low is now completly non existent.

 

[epic09]

she did not say your an ugly boy

 

[lmtn_boy777]

Today my mother came over with one of her friends. She looked younger than my mother; I think she must have been 35 or 38 (my mother is 41). She was very pretty. When she came in, my mother told me to come out of my room to greet her and introduce myself. When I held out my hand, she looked at me strangely, as if she were a little shocked, and then she said, "You're a ugly boy, huh " I pretended to laugh, but I know she was serious. My mother just replied mockingly, "You are not serious." But I know she was embarrassed. I think she expected me to be quite attractive, since my mother is a Stacy. It broke my heart because it added to the other similar experiences I've had because of my appearance. At this point in my life, I see no other choice but to ascend even if it means giving my life, because living like this is already worse than death. The only thing holding me back right now is money, because I live in a third world country and I'm really poor, but once I manage to find a minimum amount of money by some means or other... Ascend or die trying.

My self esteem who was already is now completly non existent.

I can bet my life that your mom isn’t Stacey

 

[iblamepersonnality]

I can bet my life that your mom isn’t Stacey

Idk man maybe not a Stacy but she goodlooking atleast , she a mulatto

 

[Lucop_ARG]

foids think they can call you ugly freely since they have a puh. hanestly depresing

 

[sonic55555]

Well thats crazy tbh

 

[smartfoiddestroyer2]

where are u from bud boy?

 

[Animepilled]

3rd world is brutal muchacho

 

[iblamepersonnality]

where are u from bud boy?

Central African country

 

[smartfoiddestroyer2]

Central African country

ah fuck, well then idk bro ppl in africa are also diff bro

 

[Animepilled]

Central African country

good lord

 

[iblamepersonnality]

3rd world is brutal muchacho

Fr bro , i cant even jobmaxx for a minimun of money there is no job here and the only job are payed very poor

 

[Animepilled]

Fr bro , i cant even jobmaxx for a minimun of money there is no job here and the only job are payed very poor

cant you get on a boat to the uk or smth?

 

[D69mo]

Today my mother came over with one of her friends. She looked younger than my mother; I think she must have been 35 or 38 (my mother is 41). She was very pretty. When she came in, my mother told me to come out of my room to greet her and introduce myself. When I held out my hand, she looked at me strangely, as if she were a little shocked, and then she said, "You're a ugly boy, huh " I pretended to laugh, but I know she was serious. My mother just replied mockingly, "You are not serious." But I know she was embarrassed. I think she expected me to be quite attractive, since my mother is a Stacy. It broke my heart because it added to the other similar experiences I've had because of my appearance. At this point in my life, I see no other choice but to ascend even if it means giving my life, because living like this is already worse than death. The only thing holding me back right now is money, because I live in a third world country and I'm really poor, but once I manage to find a minimum amount of money by some means or other... Ascend or die trying.

My self esteem who was already low is now completly non existent.

she was hitting on you trust

 

[sonic55555]

Central African country

but you dont live in central africa tho

 

[IronMike]

Today my mother came over with one of her friends. She looked younger than my mother; I think she must have been 35 or 38 (my mother is 41). She was very pretty. When she came in, my mother told me to come out of my room to greet her and introduce myself. When I held out my hand, she looked at me strangely, as if she were a little shocked, and then she said, "You're a ugly boy, huh " I pretended to laugh, but I know she was serious. My mother just replied mockingly, "You are not serious." But I know she was embarrassed. I think she expected me to be quite attractive, since my mother is a Stacy. It broke my heart because it added to the other similar experiences I've had because of my appearance. At this point in my life, I see no other choice but to ascend even if it means giving my life, because living like this is already worse than death. The only thing holding me back right now is money, because I live in a third world country and I'm really poor, but once I manage to find a minimum amount of money by some means or other... Ascend or die trying.

My self esteem who was already low is now completly non existent.

This reads like a JAV Porn Fantasy

 

[iblamepersonnality]

cant you get on a boat to the uk or smth?

cant you get on a boat to the uk or smth?

No bro lol , Especially since life in my country isn't actually that bad. It's not ultra-developed like Europe or the United States, but it's not extremely poor like a country like India or Madagascar (I don't know). But my quality of life is really ruined by my appearance since I don't even have the means to raise money to change it. Currently, the minimum I would need to go from sub-5 to at least human or presentable would be $10,000 because I plan to get a hair transplant in Turkey for my Norwood 2 and get fillers to camouflage my flat midface and recessed maxilla .I also want to buy some gym equipment to change my physique because I'm at 25% body fat and various other things for softmaxx. But money is really holding me back. I'm still 19, but I'm looking to improve before I turn 23 to at least make up for the little youthful experience I have. I failed because of my ugliness