being ugly is like living life on mute

[iblamemyself!]

icl nga you could walk through a mall on fire and no one would notice.
no looks = no presence. no aura. no existence.

you talk, no one listens. u walk in a room, no heads turn. you try to flirt, they laugh like it’s satire.
your face is a cloak of invisibility type shi, and you didn’t ask for it.

meanwhile some mfs walks in with crazy bonemass, hunter eyes, perfect canthal tilt, and a jaw that could slice stone says anything and people eat it up like fcking nga when they see kfc
same joke? they laugh. same outfit? it looks “high fashion.”
same energy? now he’s “confident,” you’re “creepy.”

i’m not crying about it. i’m just saying the game is dirty
you think life’s fair? keep coping

ik i’m sub5. i know i’m not turning heads.
but i’m still putting in work daily while pretty boys rot off validation.

i’m ugly, but i’m aware. and that awareness alone already puts me above 99% of these delusional, midbone npcs

you can’t choose your face. but you can choose to stop being weak.

Stay strong gang, one day you will make it but I'm stuck here forever

 

[oaksphilosophy]

unfortuntealy real

 

[FiendFiend]

icl nga you could walk through a mall on fire and no one would notice.
no looks = no presence. no aura. no existence.

you talk, no one listens. u walk in a room, no heads turn. you try to flirt, they laugh like it’s satire.
your face is a cloak of invisibility type shi, and you didn’t ask for it.

meanwhile some mfs walks in with crazy bonemass, hunter eyes, perfect canthal tilt, and a jaw that could slice stone says anything and people eat it up like fcking nga when they see kfc
same joke? they laugh. same outfit? it looks “high fashion.”
same energy? now he’s “confident,” you’re “creepy.”

i’m not crying about it. i’m just saying the game is dirty
you think life’s fair? keep coping

ik i’m sub5. i know i’m not turning heads.
but i’m still putting in work daily while pretty boys rot off validation.

i’m ugly, but i’m aware. and that awareness alone already puts me above 99% of these delusional, midbone npcs

you can’t choose your face. but you can choose to stop being weak.

Stay strong gang, one day you will make it but I'm stuck here forever

i live life on mute and im low htn

 

[iblamemyself!]

i live life on mute and im low htn

You ate not one of us bro

 

[browncurrycel]

There is no staying strong when your itis of 2 years gets stolen by white chadpreet. Brutal shitskin experience

 

[SoylentChamp]

i live life on mute and im low htn

meta build and still low elo

 

[flatcheck213]

real

 

[FiendFiend]

You ate not one of us bro

how am i not i literally have such horrendous social skills, no one talks to me, look at how much fucking posts i have, im as truecel as it gets. No ones going out there way to save or make my life better cuz im a low High tier NORMIE. fucking ropefuel. im literally spending my birthday coming up alone with parents i fucking hate my life

 

[iblamemyself!]

how am i not i literally have such horrendous social skills, no one talks to me, look at how much fucking posts i have, im as truecel as it gets. No ones going out there way to save or make my life better cuz im a low High tier NORMIE. fucking ropefuel. im literally spending my birthday coming up alone with parents i fucking hate my life

Be grateful for having parents bro happy early birthday tho

 

[mbi876]

i live life on mute and im low htn

Mentalmaxx

 

[FiendFiend]

Be grateful for having parents bro happy early birthday tho

jfl be grateful for having parents. Yeah an east european drunkard dad who probably made the abused dog i am, only thing im grateful for is my mom. Other than that i literally have no point living. I always day dream and think of scenarios where I can be normal but when it comes to it Im just frozen and paralyzed in social scenarios.

 

[FiendFiend]

Mentalmaxx

ive been like this my whole life, muh mental max.

 

[mbi876]

how am i not i literally have such horrendous social skills, no one talks to me, look at how much fucking posts i have, im as truecel as it gets. No ones going out there way to save or make my life better cuz im a low High tier NORMIE. fucking ropefuel. im literally spending my birthday coming up alone with parents i fucking hate my life

Get off org and go see a psychiatrist. Do you think it gets better rotting and complaining here?

 

[FiendFiend]

Get off org and go see a psychiatrist. Do you think it gets better rotting and complaining here?

yeah cuz a psychiatrist will help. I tried to get a therapist but u cant get one if ur under 18 which is kinda gay

 

[mbi876]

yeah cuz a psychiatrist will help. I tried to get a therapist but u cant get one if ur under 18 which is kinda gay

Yes it definitely can help. Worst thing you can do is to let yourself rot, especially on org

 

[FiendFiend]

Yes it definitely can help. Worst thing you can do is to let yourself rot, especially on org

org helps if anything, i was ltn before for some time cuz of acne of bulking. I feel slight more confidence going outside but it isnt something so major to where i will act like a different person.

I get to vent my issues too instead of keeping them inside. I wouldnt like to spill out my issues to a TheRapist who has their own issues. I am not going to talk to my therapist about body dysmorphia shit like that I will just have such second hand embarassment when I get back home. Everything I feel like I do is cringe and embarassing. So to go and spill my heart out to theRapist would be so fucking stupid.

Also my area doesnt get much funding is quite a poor area, so the person there will probably not even give a fuck anyway. There is absolutely 0 point to doing that. Only thing that can help me is some positive reinforcement thru ascending looks and improving my life to where my self esteem gets higher.

There is literally no other fix to this man. Kanye was an abused dog and when he realized he shouldnt feel ashamed of himself cuz hes the richest and most influential rapper to ever live that he shouldnt bow down to anyone.

Im a fucking nobody in the slums of london, without friends, where i rot all day with insane social anxiety.