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Deleted member 30107
Self deleted acc,was a aspiring young black man
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Being an ugly 6"3 black teen made me realize that no matter what i do ill never fix my sow self esteem and confidence due to hard years of constant negative support from people,even if i became handsome it wouldn't change how i think on a daily basis me constantly thinking people nearby are laughing at me when i walk by ,me thinking people are talking shit when i walking by them,me thinking they have something harsh in their mind when i get stares,thinking compliments are just baseless and bullshit,having a fatalist defeatist mindset,never initiating relationships.Yall might call this abused dog or whatever on here but its brutal surgerys cant fix that .