Being ugly was like the first domino falling over in my life tbh

[Prøphet]

The butterfly effect is so crazy

Maybe if I wasn’t such a subhuman at 10 years old, I would’ve gotten the necessary social connections and validations instead of rotting away scared of ppl acting weird asf battling my mind with no positive self concept whatsoever

When you’re truly undeniably ugly like me (deformed skull, jawless, short, eye defects), everything, literally everything you can imagine, feels like it bends away from you and goes against you, even if it’s subtle there’s always an undertone of hostility from everything

It’s really no wonder that I am the way I am today. It’s simple cause and effect, no matter how much that’s denied and swept under by bluepillers.

My upcoming surgery consultation is really my only way out of this tragedy of being sub4 and my only way into the pursuit of my dreams. I find comfort knowing deep down none of this was a matter of my own control. I find hope looking at what I can do now to secure a better future knowing the truth.

 

[Prøphet]

@FiendFiend @Acquiescence @Sloppyseconds

 

[FiendFiend]

The butterfly effect is so crazy

Maybe if I wasn’t such a subhuman at 10 years old, I would’ve gotten the necessary social connections and validations instead of rotting away scared of ppl acting weird asf battling my mind with no positive self concept whatsoever

When you’re truly undeniably ugly like me (deformed skull, jawless, short, eye defects), everything, literally everything you can imagine, feels like it bends away from you and goes against you, even if it’s subtle there’s always an undertone of hostility from everything

It’s really no wonder that I am the way I am today. It’s simple cause and effect, no matter how much that’s denied and swept under by bluepillers.

My upcoming surgery consultation is really my only way out of this tragedy of being sub4 and my only way into the pursuit of my dreams. I find comfort knowing deep down none of this was a matter of my own control. I find hope looking at what I can do now to secure a better future knowing the truth.

Water. Super true. DBDR has a very good vid on the halo effect and shit, and explains it more than beyond basic knowledge of what the halo effect is. Especially the effects of being ugly, and why everything feels like life is fucking u over.

 

[FiendFiend]

The butterfly effect is so crazy

Maybe if I wasn’t such a subhuman at 10 years old, I would’ve gotten the necessary social connections and validations instead of rotting away scared of ppl acting weird asf battling my mind with no positive self concept whatsoever

When you’re truly undeniably ugly like me (deformed skull, jawless, short, eye defects), everything, literally everything you can imagine, feels like it bends away from you and goes against you, even if it’s subtle there’s always an undertone of hostility from everything

It’s really no wonder that I am the way I am today. It’s simple cause and effect, no matter how much that’s denied and swept under by bluepillers.

My upcoming surgery consultation is really my only way out of this tragedy of being sub4 and my only way into the pursuit of my dreams. I find comfort knowing deep down none of this was a matter of my own control. I find hope looking at what I can do now to secure a better future knowing the truth.

 

[Prøphet]

Water. Super true. DBDR has a very good vid on the halo effect and shit, and explains it more than beyond basic knowledge of what the halo effect is. Especially the effects of being ugly, and why everything feels like life is fucking u over.

Yeah Ik ts is water asf. I guess I’m just trying to motivate myself and remember what this is all for. I get panic attacks whenever I go to a doctors office, and here I am getting ready got major surgery. Jfl. It’s what we do in our hardest moments that defines who we are. There’s nothing I’ve wanted more in my life (even if I denied it and tried to run from it before) than to fix my lazy eye. Maybe along the way of overcoming my deepest struggles I can lift some other cells out of this perpetual cyclr and into what life should be

 

[FiendFiend]

Yeah Ik ts is water asf. I guess I’m just trying to motivate myself and remember what this is all for. I get panic attacks whenever I go to a doctors office, and here I am getting ready got major surgery. Jfl. It’s what we do in our hardest moments that defines who we are. There’s nothing I’ve wanted more in my life (even if I denied it and tried to run from it before) than to fix my lazy eye. Maybe along the way of overcoming my deepest struggles I can lift some other true cells out of this perpetual cyclr and into what life should be

Yeah nah appointments and shit are mad stressful i take a benzo b4 that shit always and just try thug it thru thats the best u can do and let ascending remove ur abused dog syndrome. I would also say how underrated physique is but im aware ur afraid of norwood so yeah.

 

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The negative butterfly effect spiral to hell that being ugly causes throughout one’s entire life cannot be understated. Pure devastation