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im happy for him tbh. she is attractive and isnt a whore or annoying. he is 6'4 aesthetic physique and good looking ofc.
Tbh seeing my friends happy with girlfriends kinda makes me wish i had a normie brain.
all the negative shit ive experienced with women in my past when i was subhuman plus all the blackpills ive been witnessing on psl boards for over a year now has shaped my mind to the point where even though women are attracted to me i can't have a girlfriend because i simply just dont even consider them human beings anymore and wouldnt be able to comfortably trust them and just be happy.
you cant just forget lookism and the blackpill, it doesnt happen. you witness it all the time in every day life, but ignorance is bliss.
i wish i looksmaxxed on my own without ever finding these cursed blackpill boards that have been the cause of my chronic ldaring. i wish i had a normal school life again fuckkkkk
so even tho im happy for him, seeing them together raises my cortisol because it reminds me what im missing out of bc of my autistic ass brain
Tbh seeing my friends happy with girlfriends kinda makes me wish i had a normie brain.
all the negative shit ive experienced with women in my past when i was subhuman plus all the blackpills ive been witnessing on psl boards for over a year now has shaped my mind to the point where even though women are attracted to me i can't have a girlfriend because i simply just dont even consider them human beings anymore and wouldnt be able to comfortably trust them and just be happy.
you cant just forget lookism and the blackpill, it doesnt happen. you witness it all the time in every day life, but ignorance is bliss.
i wish i looksmaxxed on my own without ever finding these cursed blackpill boards that have been the cause of my chronic ldaring. i wish i had a normal school life again fuckkkkk
so even tho im happy for him, seeing them together raises my cortisol because it reminds me what im missing out of bc of my autistic ass brain