Best softmax + accutane or lemon bottle/aqualyx?

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My side profile is recessed af. For like 2 years I’ve tried lm methods for a few days but never fully committed. I hit a low point and realized I need to lock in before I’m done growing. 19 almost 20, hit puberty a bit late tho. 6”1.5. Tested low for testosterone (in the 200s for 2 separate tests, then tested around 400 a few months later after taking ashwaganda, idk if it’s cope still. Running 75 miles a week gives you crazy cortisol so maybe the ashwaganda helped with that.) I can’t take test or clomid or any peptide/steriod as I get drug tested for sport. I’ve been doing benzoyl peroxide and azalic acid or however you spell it for my face. It hasn’t worked that well and I wanna get on accutane. I started doing chin tucks + neck curls. I’m open to doing methods a lot of people say are “cope”. Also if I did lemon bottle or aqualyx would it then be ok to grow my massater. I’m pretty low body fat just have bad fat distribution in my face. I just feel like my ramus is fucking invisible cause I have a narrow jaw and also cuz it’s short af.