Best way to rope?

[purpleskulltrooper]

I used to hate these posts and for the most part still do but after these past few weeks it has come to be a genuine question I am really considering. I have the potential to be htn living a good life but everything just seems so hopeless currently I have very little to live for. Everybody around me has been able to excel while I have rotted away losing everything I once had.

One of the only things holding me back is the fear of going to hell as I fully believe in God and hope he will take mercy on me.

I am currently considering hydrogen cyanide but if anyone has better alternatives or advice please let me know

 

[nobodylovesme]

u won't do shit, pussy

 

[edcel]

u won't do shit, pussy

 

[purpleskulltrooper]

u won't do shit, pussy

Most likely right, I've never had the courage to commit to anything brave in my life

 

[him.]

Imagine taking your only life because your brain was under bad influence of hormones and fucked up biochemistry which you could have improved by taking meds, yet instead you roped and lost the most precious thing ever. I would have felt robbed. Yes, life might be ultra shit, but it is still so much better to be able to feel and enjoy, at the very least finding new purpose in life or even simply coping with things that bring you joy (food, games, movies, music, art, etc) is still better than feeling nothing for ETERNITY. means NEVER EVER EVER. You will have time for that, but until then value what you have been given. Take any meds you need, but keep living. roping over not being more successful than others is fucking stupid.

 

[purpleskulltrooper]

Imagine taking your only life because your brain was under bad influence of hormones and fucked up biochemistry which you could have improved by taking meds, yet instead you roped and lost the most precious thing ever. I would have felt robbed. Yes, life might be ultra shit, but it is still so much better to be able to feel and enjoy, at the very least finding new purpose in life or even simply coping with things that bring you joy (food, games, movies, music, art, etc) is still better than feeling nothing for ETERNITY. means NEVER EVER EVER. You will have time for that, but until then value what you have been given. Take any meds you need, but keep living. roping over not being more successful than others is fucking stupid.

Yeah I'm deciding to give it another shot hopefully these SSRIs kick in soon and my DNP arrives on time

 

[AgentAngularity]

Imagine taking your only life because your brain was under bad influence of hormones and fucked up biochemistry which you could have improved by taking meds, yet instead you roped and lost the most precious thing ever. I would have felt robbed. Yes, life might be ultra shit, but it is still so much better to be able to feel and enjoy, at the very least finding new purpose in life or even simply coping with things that bring you joy (food, games, movies, music, art, etc) is still better than feeling nothing for ETERNITY. means NEVER EVER EVER. You will have time for that, but until then value what you have been given. Take any meds you need, but keep living. roping over not being more successful than others is fucking stupid.

you dont understand. Some people would rather feal nothingness than endure thier life. life as a sub3 is pointless