Big big giant wakeup call today

[lowtiersubhuman]

180 pounds
Its been awhile since I was at 180 fucking pounds
3 weeks ago i hit 162 I was on top of the fucking world
Omfg
Omfg
Omfg
Omfg
I cant stop crying bro Im so fat ugly useless I eat wayyy to much wayyyy to much wayyyyy to much wayyy to much
Its my fucking fault
Al my fault
I ate another 6k cals today
The worst part?
My body legit doesnt look 20 pounds fatter infact I can see the muscle striations when i flex my chest now
But holy shit 180 pounds at 6 feet tall
Im a fucking slob i want to kill myself what the FUCK is wrong with me bro legit yesterday I hit 169 and thought I wa locked in
Guess not FUCK


FUCK I DESERVE TO DIE A PAINFUL DEATH
@59H390
@Mogsgymmaxx

 

[Tomorrow]

dnp when?

 

[Node]

K

 

[Mogsgymmaxx]

Only took you 10k calories a day for 3 months to realize




You need to buy Reta from @Jatt

 

[Sith]

Idek if i eat a 1000 cals everyday and you’re eating 6000 CALORIES.

 

[59H390]

You will be alright man

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

180 pounds
Its been awhile since I was at 180 fucking pounds
3 weeks ago i hit 162 I was on top of the fucking world
Omfg
Omfg
Omfg
Omfg
I cant stop crying bro Im so fat ugly useless I eat wayyy to much wayyyy to much wayyyyy to much wayyy to much
Its my fucking fault
Al my fault
I ate another 6k cals today
The worst part?
My body legit doesnt look 20 pounds fatter infact I can see the muscle striations when i flex my chest now
But holy shit 180 pounds at 6 feet tall
Im a fucking slob i want to kill myself what the FUCK is wrong with me bro legit yesterday I hit 169 and thought I wa locked in
Guess not FUCK


FUCK I DESERVE TO DIE A PAINFUL DEATH
@59H390
@Mogsgymmaxx

@eon @Bryce @Arbuscular @iblamexyz should I rope

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

You will be alright man

-6 foot 8 hcl probably

 

[59H390]

-6 foot 8 hcl probably

Yea ur right

 

[59H390]

@eon @Bryce @Arbuscular @iblamexyz should I rope

Dont

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Only took you 10k calories a day for 3 months to realize

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You need to buy Reta from @Jatt

I WISH I COULD GET FUCKING RETA BRO MY BITCHASS PARENTS WONT ALOWW IT

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Dont

Bruh almost 20 pounds in 3 weeks thats unacceptable bro i should kill myself my ceiling fan wont support me tho maybe ill use the pull up bar since pretty soon I wont be able to do 1 let alone 10

 

[iblamexyz]

@eon @Bryce @Arbuscular @iblamexyz should I rope

don’t you dare rope

 

[Arbuscular]

Wish I could eat that much

@eon @Bryce @Arbuscular @iblamexyz should I rope

no

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

don’t you dare rope

Why do you care btuh6

 

[iblamexyz]

Why do you care btuh6

why would I want someone to rope?

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

W

why would I want someone to rope?

yes but why would you care if I died you not telling me to rope but tbh like if I died rn you wouldnt even k ow other than the fact im planning on setting up a macro to post a thread once I die

 

[iblamexyz]

W

yes but why would you care if I died you not telling me to rope but tbh like if I died rn you wouldnt even k ow other than the fact im planning on setting up a macro to post a thread once I die

because your made in the imagine of God and I love you but Jesus loves you more <3

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

because your made in the imagine of God and I love you but Jesus loves you more <3

Damn god image is ugly as fuckkkkkkk
If they truly loved me they wouldnt make me ugly or allow me to make the decisions I make to make myself uglier because if he loved me he would want me to find love

 

[iblamexyz]

Damn god image is ugly as fuckkkkkkk
If they truly loved me they wouldnt make me ugly or allow me to make the decisions I make to make myself uglier because if he loved me he would want me to find love

he loves you for who you are <3

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

he loves you for who you are <3

Not good enough

 

[iblamexyz]

Not good enough

the Creator of the universe, Loves you and that isn't enough

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

the Creator of the universe, Loves you and that isn't enough

He hasn't given me shit ive been suicidal since I was 10 so im probably too much of a bitch to kms anyways

 

[iblamexyz]

He hasn't given me shit ive been suicidal since I was 10 so im probably too much of a bitch to kms anyways

well if you don't care about your life, why don't you give it to Jesus