You aren’t deformed bud
i know the avatars pretty good isnt it
i obviously knwo that i was saying i feel to that extend of self hatred that i dont view myself human just flaws
this shit sounds corny as hell i hope u understand what i meant just self loathing one day then the other day more nromal just not caring that much
You’re lazy inconsistent and that’s exactly why you’ll never ascend and continue feeling like this
You need to find new ways to rate yourself, find people who look like you and rate them and total up the average
What does inconsistency have to do with this? I appreciate the advice tho
from a decent amount of ratings from org even tho their usually just totally biased ive got like a median
No one who's truly consistent, focused on ascending, and actually enjoys life feels like this or deals with these problems they’ve already outgrown them. If you're consistent in the gym, your physique should be progressing linearly until u hit a ceiling same thing with ur face or life figure out what you are doing that makes u feel or think this
id honestly just chalk it up to me being in a bad head space lately i have ascended probably .5 psl in the last 6 months but my mentals just terrible rn
0.5PSL is a lot, thats the difference between HMTN and HTN? You are probably regressing rather then progressing and thats why u feel this way in another area of life
nah i got a decent maount of ratings 6-8 months ago and all were hltn - lmtn and i agree looking back, even from a nuanced state and now the lowest ive gotten is hmtn and highest mhtn but i would say im way closer to hmtn puberty has carried most of it
Send what you look like
pm or would u prefer in the thread, btw are u the one who made the disc a while back ?
Send in pm's and what server?
random bp server i lsot login im pretty sure
