paulcel
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i was sad over this foid i dated for 8 months for whatever reason (ppl literally told me everyday i could do better and that I was doing 'charity work') but i still tolerated her but i think my main reason i liked her was because she let me cheat on her and treat her like absolute shit while still being obsessed with me and kissing the ground i walked on. i could literally text whores in front of her and she'd still let me use her body however i wanted. i guess eventually she finally got sick of it all (i broke up w her cuz she asked for a break and then during that breakup her friends probably told her to grow a backbone or whatever) but anyways ive been reflecting on the rls and im rlly just over romanticizing it because i did not give a single fuck about her until we broke up. she treated me great and bought me so much shit while i gave no effort so i guess it js made me feel like a god and i think the only reason im mourning the rls is every bitch i talk to now (and ive talked to quite a few since her) actually have self respect and it just makes me miss having practically a dumb bitch kissing the ground i walk on. anyways tho now I can pull the 'trauma from past rls' card anytime a bitch says smth about me being 'evil' so thats cool.
