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Iron
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- Feb 13, 2026
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I’m top 5% percent of looks in my uni and i still haven’t fully softmaxed. By the end of this semester, top 1% is certain (probably even a lower perfentile) . However, been in uni for 2 years and literally zero women. Funny thing is, the market here is so insanely fucking easy. I just fucking suck socially. Like disgustingly bad. Not even average or below average. I have a really hard time being neurotypical. I only have 2 friends who are also bitchless. Never had a gf, never held hands, never had a kiss or hug; basically nothing. I’m completely lost. Can’t focus on studying or anything else. Just looksmaxing. Having a gf is the thing i think about the most. I can’t even enjoy life the same. Every i go, i see couples and it ruins my day. I can’t even enjoy music, movies, shows and books to the same degree cause most of them bring up love in some way. I don’t even know