
Bigonial
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- Apr 22, 2025
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In my life I’ve never struggled with looks as a key indicator of success or happiness as a person. Throughout my whole life the true thing I’ve lacked was connection with another person being a girl a parent a relative etc. In my many attempts to make a real friend or have a girlfriend I’ve been put under miserable circumstances such as my friend talking shit about me to my face and other people or the girl having a bf or being a dike. Although you could say looks played a part in this, there are countless sub 5s that are more ND than me that still have a genuine smile on their face every day. The true sad part is that I haven’t ever felt genuinely good in my entire life. When I was little I did fun things but went home to get beat by my dad and see my parents fight for hours. When I got older I made horrible friends and never talked to girls because I felt that I wasn’t neurotypical enough to kiss or have a conversation with one of it came to it. At the end of the day it’s the things that happen to us not things we do or how we look and that’s how I see it.