Blackpill is depressing. Expressing my strange feelings

[phangi]

Guys, I hate blackpill. This shit ruining my life, like when I’m feeling good looking (high mtn - low htn) I’m starting to see big amount of blackpill edits and threads and then I’m starting to see me more and more as ugly person with no chances, starting noticing little flaws and seeing yourself as a sub5 on a front camera. Today I experienced same and decided to ask chatgpt for my brutal rating and it give me so much insecurities that I don’t know before.
It was
- deep set eyes, low orbital compactness
- long midface
- a bit flat face
- narrow and recessed chin
- short lower third
- a bit large nose
- high hairline
- a bit asymmetry
(Some of this shit I noticed without chatgpt and looksmax ai but not THIS MUCH)

After all of this I started to think I’m always the ugliest and everybody around me is beautiful person, since i started ascending I’ve never expirienced feelings like this before last week. Day after day I’m feeling or enough beautiful or ugliest person on planet. Do you guys ever had same feelings about yourself and brutal reality that you can’t escape blackpill?

 

[phangi]

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[phangi]

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[phangi]

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[VohnnyBoy]

Day after day I’m feeling or enough beautiful or ugliest person on planet. Do you guys ever had same feelings about yourself and brutal reality that you can’t escape blackpill

Been feeling this way for almost 6 years. No escape for me it seems

 

[phangi]

Been feeling this way for almost 6 years. No escape for me it seems

Okay.. my situation is not that bad at this point. Why didn’t you ropemaxxed because of this? It very hard to live like this

 

[BeanCelll]

I did the chatgpt method too and it fucking brutally murdered me no idea why people think it's left leaning that shit was heartless and ruthless (in a good way but still) lowkey need a few major surgeries/implants but jfl no way that shit's affordable before like 25

 

[phangi]

I did the chatgpt method too and it fucking brutally murdered me no idea why people think it's left leaning that shit was heartless and ruthless (in a good way but still) lowkey need a few major surgeries/implants but jfl no way that shit's affordable before like 25

true. how much from 0 to 10 rating chatgpt give you?

 

[jockidc120610]

Take a walk and find more than 1 htn

 

[BeanCelll]

true. how much from 0 to 10 rating chatgpt give you?

I think like a 5.5-6 (I asked for psl but I'm solid it's a horrible at measuring with the scale anyways) I'm not softmaxxed at all though so it was generous I'd actually say 3-4 PSL is more grounded in reality.

 

[phangi]

Take a walk and find more than 1 htn

I seen Stacy yesterday bro

 

[VohnnyBoy]

Why didn’t you ropemaxxed because of this? It very hard to live like this

im scared of death and hell( u never know myb this shits real)

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Send face picture bro

 

[phangi]

im scared of death and hell( u never know myb this shits real)

this is saving you

 

[phangi]

Send face picture bro

watch my other threads

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

watch my other threads

Just send one

 

[bp_1]

Guys, I hate blackpill. This shit ruining my life, like when I’m feeling good looking (high mtn - low htn) I’m starting to see big amount of blackpill edits and threads and then I’m starting to see me more and more as ugly person with no chances, starting noticing little flaws and seeing yourself as a sub5 on a front camera. Today I experienced same and decided to ask chatgpt for my brutal rating and it give me so much insecurities that I don’t know before.
It was
- deep set eyes, low orbital compactness
- long midface
- a bit flat face
- narrow and recessed chin
- short lower third
- a bit large nose
- high hairline
- a bit asymmetry
(Some of this shit I noticed without chatgpt and looksmax ai but not THIS MUCH)

After all of this I started to think I’m always the ugliest and everybody around me is beautiful person, since i started ascending I’ve never expirienced feelings like this before last week. Day after day I’m feeling or enough beautiful or ugliest person on planet. Do you guys ever had same feelings about yourself and brutal reality that you can’t escape blackpill?

feel you bro, just remember and still be greatful for what u have dude. u can ascend while being greatful, adding unnecessary sadness/hatefulness isnt gonna help ur ascension even if u think it will. u will just keep rotting.

 

[phangi]

feel you bro, just remember and still be greatful for what u have dude. u can ascend while being greatful, adding unnecessary sadness/hatefulness isnt gonna help ur ascension even if u think it will. u will just keep rotting.

I’m just hating on myself for my bad looks even on front camera, sometimes in mirror. On someone good looking in my opinion I will always look bad and uncanny though I have normal face

 

[bp_1]

I’m just hating on myself for my bad looks even on front camera, sometimes in mirror. On someone good looking in my opinion I will always look bad and uncanny though I have normal face

u dont look bad, 90% of the people here larping as subhumans are mtn+
anyways only way is to ascend and remove the emotion out of this.

 

[averagenormie]

The most valuable thing you can give are genetics

 

[superpsycho]

better than being blue or redpilled

 

[amp]

Guys, I hate blackpill. This shit ruining my life, like when I’m feeling good looking (high mtn - low htn) I’m starting to see big amount of blackpill edits and threads and then I’m starting to see me more and more as ugly person with no chances, starting noticing little flaws and seeing yourself as a sub5 on a front camera. Today I experienced same and decided to ask chatgpt for my brutal rating and it give me so much insecurities that I don’t know before.
It was
- deep set eyes, low orbital compactness
- long midface
- a bit flat face
- narrow and recessed chin
- short lower third
- a bit large nose
- high hairline
- a bit asymmetry
(Some of this shit I noticed without chatgpt and looksmax ai but not THIS MUCH)

After all of this I started to think I’m always the ugliest and everybody around me is beautiful person, since i started ascending I’ve never expirienced feelings like this before last week. Day after day I’m feeling or enough beautiful or ugliest person on planet. Do you guys ever had same feelings about yourself and brutal reality that you can’t escape blackpill?

I do not understand how some of you sink so deep into the bp that you feel subhuman. Invest some time working

 

[phangi]

Just send one

 

[phangi]

I do not understand how some of you sink so deep into the bp that you feel subhuman. Invest some time working

I’m even not that deep but it’s start to ruining me from inside just because I know what blackpill is

 

[grilldaddy❤️]

Mirin the hair

 

[amp]

I’m even not that deep but it’s start to ruining me from inside just because I know what blackpill is

if thats you, you got blue eyes bro thats like an insane feature

 

[phangi]

better than being blue or redpilled

blue pill is 1st stage and then red pill is 2nd stage before accepting blackpill. 3rd stage is ascend and accept whitepill

 

[superpsycho]

blue pill is 1st stage and then red pill is 2nd stage before accepting blackpill. 3rd stage is ascend and accept whitepill

my redpill days were so shit. i dont miss it.

 

[amp]

blue pill is 1st stage and then red pill is 2nd stage before accepting blackpill. 3rd stage is ascend and accept whitepill

sorta of new here, what is the whitepill briefly?

 

[phangi]

if thats you, you got blue eyes bro thats like an insane feature

one of the least important features btw, only one feature I can flex. Also most of the time I have one eye tired and it looks not that good believe me or not

 

[phangi]

sorta of new here, what is the whitepill briefly?

short, it’s about enlightenment and hope