⚠ BLACKPILL OVERDOSE ⚠ Everything that could go wrong in my life did go wrong, ramblings from truest of truecels

[iblamemandible7]

The worst things that couldve happened to me did happen to me. My eye area is identical to andrew tate, and my overall face structure is pretty similar to his with a horrible jaw recession and laughable facial thirds. On top of that Im 5'8.5 (174cm) despite coming from a tall family, my family literally towers over me. I also have the shoulders of a girl, I think nobody else on this forum has worse clavicles than me, AS WELL AS super wide hips that are wider than my shoulders (bone structure, not fat). Additionally I have been legally blind since birth and have always had a very bad lazy eye that I still have after 3 failed surgeries. My entier face is noticeably assymetrical, especially my nose and jaw. Im also super ND due to growing up looking this way, as well as shit parenting and mental abuse for most of my life. I also began balding at 16 years old and now have norwood 2, approaching norwood 3 at 17 years old.

Im wondering if it would be better if I rope tbh, can it really get worse than this? I am in hell. I managed to inherit all of the wrong traits from each parent, both my dad and mom are good looking but I hit the genetic lottery and got my dads worst features and my moms worst features. I got ZERO of the good looking features. In all honesty there is no bigger truecel on here than me. If you have any characteristic that's average or above average, you are not a truecel and will never know what its like. Being truecel isn't even about dating or women at this point, it transcends every aspect of my life and determines how everybody treats me day to day. I cant even look in fucking mirrors.

TLDR Im a genetic failure and Its actually fucking over despite my schizo coping, I will never look human and there are so many hurdles to overcome I will never look anything more than subanimal. Failo on top of failo on top of failo. Nothing about me is average, let alone above average in any way.

 

[vincentzygo]

dnr no one cares go cry to mama

 

[The Homelander]

My eye area is identical to andrew tate

Chad trait

 

[rrm_ss2]

Im so fucking angry at the hand I was dealt, its so unfair. My eye area is identical to andrew tate, and my overall face structure is pretty similar to his with a horrible jaw recession and laughable facial thirds. On top of that Im 5'8.5 (174cm) despite coming from a tall family, my family literally towers over me. I also have the shoulders of a girl, I think nobody else on this forum has worse clavicles than me, AS WELL AS super wide hips that are wider than my shoulders (bone structure, not fat). Additionally I have been legally blind since birth and have always had a very bad lazy eye that I still have after 3 failed surgeries. Im also super ND due to growing up looking this way, as well as shit parenting and mental abuse for most of my life. I also began balding at 16 years old and now have norwood 2, approaching norwood 3 at 17 years old.

Im wondering if it would be better if I rope tbh, can it really get worse than this? I managed to inherit all of the wrong traits from each parent, both my dad and mom are good looking but I hit the genetic lottery and got my dads worst features and my moms worst features. In all honesty there is no bigger truecel on here than me. If you have any characteristic that's average or above average, you are not a truecel and will never know what its like. Being truecel isn't even about dating or women at this point, it transcends every aspect of my life and determines how everybody treats me day to day. Its actually fucking over.

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[The Homelander]

ur so tuff

 

[rrm_ss2]

ur so tuff

alpha male behavior

 

[The Homelander]

alpha male behavior

 

[bttb]

dnr no one cares go cry to mama

repfarm unsuccessful

 

[iblamemandible7]

Chad trait
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Its realy uncanny how much I look like him, especially those infras and mandible, the more pics I see of him the more I realize

 

[The Homelander]

Its realy uncanny how much I look like him, especially those infras and mandible, the more pics I see of him the more I realize

Ok buddy you don't have to flex on us too hard

 

[iblamemandible7]

Ok buddy you don't have to flex on us too hard

 

[bruhtoobrutal]

the way you just put a single thumbs up emoji is so tuff, it shows your just a non chalant dude who lowkey has a big dick and doesn’t care about anything.

 

[rrm_ss2]

the way you just put a single thumbs up emoji is so tuff, it shows your just a non chalant dude who lowkey has a big dick and doesn’t care about anything.

wanna see?

 

[bruhtoobrutal]

wanna see?

uhhhhh






yes

 

[Zeekie]

Absolutely tragic combination. IMO just status, money and NTmaxx. It might not be over, as long as you can get anybody to love you no matter the reason (be it your looks, your money, your status or your game) you won.

Also, notice how most of your issues have solutions, very hard, painful and expensive ones, but solutions nonetheless.

Recession? Tons of solutions for that.
Uneven facial thirds? You can fraud it and partially improve the issue by fixing your recession in the first place.
Short? Limb Lengthening Surgery to 5'11 + lifts + MSM/Glucosamine
Bad clavicles and wide hips? Clavicle Lengthening Surgery (saw some turkish guy that did both CL and LL, he survived and functios normally now) + gymmaxing
Facial assymetry? Tons of solutions to improve that, including filler, implants etc.
ND? Just be fucking delusional and take as many anxiolytics as possible. On top of that force yourself to be exposed to people to build your social calibration.
Balding? Dutasteride, minoxidil and a plane to Turkey.

All of this is easier said than done, and will require a shit ton of effort and money. But honestly if you're smart enough, you get a good career and keep on moving by the time you're 25-30 you may not be a sub5 anymore.

And yeah, it will take a long time before you're 25, "What's the point by then?" you may ask, and my response to that is... Would your rather be subhuman for less than 1/4 of your life, or be it for the rest of it? Your 10s and early 20s are a tiny portion of your lifespan (assuming you live to at least 70), there's still stuff going for you at 25 or 30.

It's never over until you're at least 30.

 

[iblamemandible7]

Absolutely tragic combination. IMO just status, money and NTmaxx. It might not be over, as long as you can get anybody to love you no matter the reason (be it your looks, your money, your status or your game) you won.

Also, notice how most of your issues have solutions, very hard, painful and expensive ones, but solutions nonetheless.

Recession? Tons of solutions for that.
Uneven facial thirds? You can fraud it and partially improve the issue by fixing your recession in the first place.
Short? Limb Lengthening Surgery to 5'11 + lifts + MSM/Glucosamine
Bad clavicles and wide hips? Clavicle Lengthening Surgery (saw some turkish guy that did both CL and LL, he survived and functios normally now) + gymmaxing
Facial assymetry? Tons of solutions to improve that, including filler, implants etc.
ND? Just be fucking delusional and take as many anxiolytics as possible. On top of that force yourself to be exposed to people to build your social calibration.
Balding? Dutasteride, minoxidil and a plane to Turkey.

All of this is easier said than done, and will require a shit ton of effort and money. But honestly if you're smart enough, you get a good career and keep on moving by the time you're 25-30 you may not be a sub5 anymore.

And yeah, it will take a long time before you're 25, "What's the point by then?" you may ask, and my response to that is... Would your rather be subhuman for less than 1/4 of your life, or be it for the rest of it? Your 10s and early 20s are a tiny portion of your lifespan (assuming you live to at least 70), there's still stuff going for you at 25 or 30.

It's never over until you're at least 30.

Mirin actual reply bhai. it is absolutely brutal and I feel like my life is already over when it should be beginning. Even If I moneymax and statusmax I know Ill never be happy unless I can look in the mirror. I have super bad anxiety which may be the cause of my ND too, so Im planning to rely on benzos and pills when I actually need to start living my life and working. I want bimax and implants in every area of my face but the thought of it scares me so much, Im a massive pussy with medical things and surgeries, but on the other hand I cant waste my life living like this. Hopefully anxiolytics will put me in a state where Im able to save up money and then they can help make me calm enough to go through with surgeries. I know realistically Ill never get limb lengthening and probably not clavicle lengthening, but if I can look good facially Ill be happy.

 

[slaters]

Dude

 

[iblamemandible7]

Dude

My face alone wouldnt be too brutal if I didnt have all these other flaws, with everything else I havee its completely over tbh

 

[rrm_ss2]

probably just puberty since youre 17

 

[iblamemandible7]

probably just puberty since youre 17

Wdym just puberty

 

[rrm_ss2]

Wdym just puberty

hormonal changes causing the balding + youre not fully developed yet nothing to worry about

 

[iblamemandible7]

hormonal changes causing the balding + youre not fully developed yet nothing to worry about

Yeah I have the hairline of my dad but my face is still subhuman and super underdeveloped, so Im scared to even take fin even tho my shits receding bad

 

[bttb]

Yeah I have the hairline of my dad but my face is still subhuman and super underdeveloped, so Im scared to even take fin even tho my shits receding bad

Why are you afraid to take fin

 

[iblamemandible7]

Why are you afraid to take fin

I took it for a couple months but quit last month because I was worried about it stunting my growth

I got puffy nipples so I think it was increasing my estrogen, plus we really dont know how dht is important for bones

 

[xX_ovrb4itstrtd_Xx]

you know, not in this life, but my next one, i wish to have genetics like this just so i have an excuse to do anything and everything it takes to ascend. im 5'8 and have some experimental methods for height growth after puberty im implementing, but my face isnt genetically fucked up enough for me to try anything drastic enough other than basic shit like mewing and jutting. if i had one like how you describe yours though, id do everything under the sun to defy my genetics, if youre already at rock bottom you dont have anything to lose from doing questionable shit for PSL like bonesmashing and what not, just a thought

 

[chico batemen]

while you’re young softmax and fraud and talk to other people and try to be nt. Talk to girls so ur not socially autistic. Stack money, then use money to fix your Falios with surgery. And if you don’t fix them then at least you’ll have money and potentially status and career max so you’ll be fine in the dating market.

 

[slaters]

Yeah I have the hairline of my dad but my face is still subhuman and super underdeveloped, so Im scared to even take fin even tho my shits receding bad

Ngl u need full hormone blood panel to see if there’s something wrong before it’s too late
U can find love but it depends on ur standards

 

[iblamemandible7]

you know, not in this life, but my next one, i wish to have genetics like this just so i have an excuse to do anything and everything it takes to ascend. im 5'8 and have some experimental methods for height growth after puberty im implementing, but my face isnt genetically fucked up enough for me to try anything drastic enough other than basic shit like mewing and jutting. if i had one like how you describe yours though, id do everything under the sun to defy my genetics, if youre already at rock bottom you dont have anything to lose from doing questionable shit for PSL like bonesmashing and what not, just a thought

You dont want genetics like this, it fucks you up mentally so bad

It does feel freeing sometimes that I have nothing left to lose tho, it makes me value my life less and think about the other lives I could have next time

 

[browncurrycel]

saw some turkish guy that did both CL and LL, he survived and functios normally now

didnt he fucking die?