Blackpill recently made me very suicidal

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The mental burden blackpill (or being ugly and discovering blackpill) put on me has permanently damaged by brain. I can't go back now. I am forever trapped in a reality where looks are the most important thing. I won't unsee it no matter what I do. This is the end. Nothing beyond that.

The thing is If I knew that my hardwork will give me the results I desire, I would go for it till my hearth gives up.

But because I doubt the rewards I will be getting at the end because of the limitations of plastic surgery, I just can't stay fully focused.

@RealSurgerymax You have seen more surgery cases than any of us. Have you genuinely ascended an ugly guy (LTN) into HTN-Chadlite territory. Please be honest.
 
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The mental burden blackpill (or being ugly and discovering blackpill) put on me has permanently damaged by brain. I can't go back now. I am forever trapped in a reality where looks are the most important thing. I won't unsee it no matter what I do. This is the end. Nothing beyond that.

The thing is If I knew that my hardwork will give me the results I desire, I would go for it till my hearth gives up.

But because I doubt the rewards I will be getting at the end because of the limitations of plastic surgery, I just can't stay fully focused.

@RealSurgerymax You have seen more surgery cases than any of us. Have you genuinely ascended an ugly guy (LTN) into HTN-Chadlite territory. Please be honest.
if bp is seriously making you suicidal you prob had issues before finding out abt bp
 
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The mental burden blackpill (or being ugly and discovering blackpill) put on me has permanently damaged by brain. I can't go back now. I am forever trapped in a reality where looks are the most important thing. I won't unsee it no matter what I do. This is the end. Nothing beyond that.

The thing is If I knew that my hardwork will give me the results I desire, I would go for it till my hearth gives up.

But because I doubt the rewards I will be getting at the end because of the limitations of plastic surgery, I just can't stay fully focused.

@RealSurgerymax You have seen more surgery cases than any of us. Have you genuinely ascended an ugly guy (LTN) into HTN-Chadlite territory. Please be honest.
My tip is don’t LDAR. If you genuinely have suicidal thoughts just pin test and focus on making money for surgery
 
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The mental burden blackpill (or being ugly and discovering blackpill) put on me has permanently damaged by brain. I can't go back now. I am forever trapped in a reality where looks are the most important thing. I won't unsee it no matter what I do. This is the end. Nothing beyond that.

The thing is If I knew that my hardwork will give me the results I desire, I would go for it till my hearth gives up.

But because I doubt the rewards I will be getting at the end because of the limitations of plastic surgery, I just can't stay fully focused.

@RealSurgerymax You have seen more surgery cases than any of us. Have you genuinely ascended an ugly guy (LTN) into HTN-Chadlite territory. Please be honest.
We don't even know what you look like and you're posting shit like this bruh get a grip
 
Don't be.

Most women are with people who look similar to them. I go to a mcdonalds, walmart, Taco bell or government office and all the landwhale women there seem to be with other fat/obese men. At my office, all the landwhales are with other overweight/obese men , besides this one morbidly obese, Latina dwarf who is with this skinny, short(like 5'4), black guy. Only 2 women at my office are with high value men/"Chads" and they are both blonde, slim woman in their 40s. One is with a thin, blonde, handsome, tall man who is also in his 40s and the other is with an average looking man, but he probably earns over $250,000 and has great benefits and works for a world renounced company.

The very ugly people will always be with very ugly people and the very attractive will always be with attractive people. Dating apps just help 6 or 7/10 women date up to 8, 9 or even 10/10 men. So an average latina or asian woman could date a handsome, white man. It won't help some obese, freak date a college athlete or a handsome doctor.


These ppl are Over-exaggerating. Otherwise 95% of men would never have kids, sex or get married.
 
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The mental burden blackpill (or being ugly and discovering blackpill) put on me has permanently damaged by brain. I can't go back now. I am forever trapped in a reality where looks are the most important thing. I won't unsee it no matter what I do. This is the end. Nothing beyond that.

The thing is If I knew that my hardwork will give me the results I desire, I would go for it till my hearth gives up.

But because I doubt the rewards I will be getting at the end because of the limitations of plastic surgery, I just can't stay fully focused.

@RealSurgerymax You have seen more surgery cases than any of us. Have you genuinely ascended an ugly guy (LTN) into HTN-Chadlite territory. Please be honest.
This is just a faze bro. When you get hit with reality all of a sudden your in denial but you'll come in terms with reality soon so yeah.

Think about it this way! When a loved one passes away your in denial becuase you can't cope with reality but sooner enough you'll accept the fact. Same thing here bro.
 
The mental burden blackpill (or being ugly and discovering blackpill) put on me has permanently damaged by brain. I can't go back now. I am forever trapped in a reality where looks are the most important thing. I won't unsee it no matter what I do. This is the end. Nothing beyond that.

The thing is If I knew that my hardwork will give me the results I desire, I would go for it till my hearth gives up.

But because I doubt the rewards I will be getting at the end because of the limitations of plastic surgery, I just can't stay fully focused.

@RealSurgerymax You have seen more surgery cases than any of us. Have you genuinely ascended an ugly guy (LTN) into HTN-Chadlite territory. Please be honest.
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only case ive seen so far, not giant tho
 
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The mental burden blackpill (or being ugly and discovering blackpill) put on me has permanently damaged by brain. I can't go back now. I am forever trapped in a reality where looks are the most important thing. I won't unsee it no matter what I do. This is the end. Nothing beyond that.

The thing is If I knew that my hardwork will give me the results I desire, I would go for it till my hearth gives up.

But because I doubt the rewards I will be getting at the end because of the limitations of plastic surgery, I just can't stay fully focused.

@RealSurgerymax You have seen more surgery cases than any of us. Have you genuinely ascended an ugly guy (LTN) into HTN-Chadlite territory. Please be honest.
BP isn’t even true life is a mix of BlueP BP and RP, money height, personality, face, and if she likes your type play a big role in dating, money is especially the biggest one you could just grind make your own business and everything, don’t get those suicidal thoughts and go to a psychologist please.
 
Don't be.

Most women are with people who look similar to them. I go to a mcdonalds, walmart, Taco bell or government office and all the landwhale women there seem to be with other fat/obese men. At my office, all the landwhales are with other overweight/obese men , besides this one morbidly obese, Latina dwarf who is with this skinny, short(like 5'4), black guy. Only 2 women at my office are with high value men/"Chads" and they are both blonde, slim woman in their 40s. One is with a thin, blonde, handsome, tall man who is also in his 40s and the other is with an average looking man, but he probably earns over $250,000 and has great benefits and works for a world renounced company.

The very ugly people will always be with very ugly people and the very attractive will always be with attractive people. Dating apps just help 6 or 7/10 women date up to 8, 9 or even 10/10 men. So an average latina or asian woman could date a handsome, white man. It won't help some obese, freak date a college athlete or a handsome doctor.


These ppl are Over-exaggerating. Otherwise 95% of men would never have kids, sex or get married.
OP- Outside of black people dating landwhales and dwarfs, most women are with their looks match. You need to go outside and see real couples.
 

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