Body dysmorphia is a bitch

[Deleted member 216958]

I genuinely have no idea what I look like.
I look at myself in the mirror every 30 minutes for 5 minutes. Its been like this for 5 years. Ive ALWAYS looked different. Always different views about myself. Different eyes, nose, jaw, lips. Everything. If someone asked me "Draw yourself" I swear I could not be able to do it.
Thats why I would love an objective rating from someone else thats not me, but theres something stopping me from posting my face. Anywhere. Even a private conversation. I just cant bring myself to do it. But I want it so bad at the same time

 

[Uuatapoiemm]

Yeah sometimes I feel like I look good but I can never take a good picture

 

[Zeuxx]

Lighting be changing

 

[Deleted member 216958]

Lighting be changing

always the same mirror, same lights

 

[Zeuxx]

always the same mirror, same lights

Fair enough

 

[Deleted member 216958]

Fair enough

rep me for gods sake my rep is already bad

 

[Zeuxx]

rep me for gods sake my rep is already bad

repflation but okay

 

[kash Register]

I genuinely have no idea what I look like.
I look at myself in the mirror every 30 minutes for 5 minutes. Its been like this for 5 years. Ive ALWAYS looked different. Always different views about myself. Different eyes, nose, jaw, lips. Everything. If someone asked me "Draw yourself" I swear I could not be able to do it.
Thats why I would love an objective rating from someone else thats not me, but theres something stopping me from posting my face. Anywhere. Even a private conversation. I just cant bring myself to do it. But I want it so bad at the same time

I’m the same way I got rated hmtn you shouldn’t look bad