Body Dysmorphic Disorder is a curse

[RAITEIII]

Imagine that you look at yourself in the mirror and be like: Umm I think I need to lose some body fat and lean down a bit, my face looks too big (when u know you're an anorexic 130 lbs twink).

Then a few hours later the sun comes down and lightning is a bit different, now you look back to your gauntish skeleton mode.

Imagine that your flaws are different in every mirror, every camera, every moment of the day, every lightning.

There's another problem and it's that ur face can indeed change depending on wether you slept or not, drank water or not, did your skin care routine or not...

At the end of the day, you don't know what you really look like and improving your PSL is impossible if you can't point out exactly where you're standing and what you need to do. You're just blind.

Many will say oh post pictures. It's not that simple because of lens distorsions and that I myself look fat in some pics and not in others, basically I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be giving an accurate definition of what I really look like.

My only hope is find a blackpilled friend who can give me a reality check face to face.

 

[ShredPill]

I can give you a rate and advice if youd like

 

[RAITEIII]

I can give you a rate and advice if youd like

I look different everyday on every camera so its kinda pointless lol

Over for me lol. Still maybe will try some day probably!

 

[Deleted member 209]

imagine being actual truecel

 

[IWantToMax]

I have this.

I noticed though that the more I take pictures of myself the more I look like I do in the mirror somehow.

I hadn't taken pictures of myself in almost 9 years of life, until 3 months ago, maybe

 

[ShredPill]

I look different everyday on every camera so its kinda pointless lol

Over for me lol. Still maybe will try some day probably!

Best way to see yourself is with a phone camera in your reflection from a few feet away. The differences are definitely exaggerated in your own mind, but I know exactly what you mean

 

[RAITEIII]

I have this.

I noticed though that the more I take pictures of myself the more I look like I do in the mirror somehow.

I hadn't taken pictures of myself in almost 9 years of life, until 3 months ago, maybe

Wow nigga I literally deleted all pics because I was planning to ascend to the stars and
didn't want to conserve those "poor looking pictures. Plot twist I looked way better back then and now I have no pictures.

Btw I tried snatchap camera and it looks really close to what I see on the mirror. What's the difference with that camera? I just turn it on with no filters or there's already one by default?

Best way to see yourself is with a phone camera in your reflection from a few feet away. The differences are definitely exaggerated in your own mind, but I know exactly what you mean

Thing is that when I look good I get compliments and many looks and when I know I don't nothing happens or I'm asked if I'm sick lol. That's how I know I'm not crazy.

Best way to see yourself is with a phone camera in your reflection from a few feet away. The differences are definitely exaggerated in your own mind, but I know exactly what you mean

What about snatchap camera, no filters on?

The normal camera of this phone makes my lips look big and bloated same with my nose but on snatchap I see a compact face that's very close to what I see on a mirror a good day.

 

[IWantToMax]

Wow nigga I literally deleted all pics because I was planning to ascend to the stars and
didn't want to conserve those "poor looking pictures. Plot twist I looked way better back then and now I have no pictures.

Btw I tried snatchap camera and it looks really close to what I see on the mirror. What's the difference with that camera? I just turn it on with no filters or there's already one by default?

Thing is that when I look good I get compliments and many looks and when I know I don't nothing happens or I'm asked if I'm sick lol. That's how I know I'm not crazy.

What about snatchap camera, no filters on?

The normal camera of this phone makes my lips look big and bloated same with my nose but on snatchap I see a compact face that's very close to what I see on a mirror a good day.

I always take pictures with Standard honor 10s camera with 0 effects and beauty filter set to 0