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I have no friends, I don’t eat, I don’t even have the energy to get out of bed. People in general make me uncomfortable. I don’t talk to anyone, when I do I get ostracized, I did all this looksmaxxing for nothing, I larped sleep apnea and got a palate expander which actual worked, just for people to still ignore me and hate me, I feel nothing anymore, my teeth hurt, my head hurts, everything is in pain, and I can’t do anything about it, nobody fucking cares. This life is cruel, maybe if I was born a Chad my life would’ve had at least a better chance of having a purpose in life and being loved. I have literally nothing, I have zero social skills, sure I have an above average face but then what, when someone approaches me I just freeze up because I don’t know what to fucking say, I pretend to be someone I’m not irl, I pretend to be happy and everything but nothing works, I’ve taken medicine, I’ve done every method. I also have insomnia, I take 20 mg of melatonin every night and nothing fucking works, my only friend left me because I’m a selfish dick head and I’m brain rotted from all this shit. I wish I didn’t discover everything. I’ve had multiple accounts and have been lurking since early 2022, I have literally nothing anymore. My own mother doesn’t like me, she’s trying to get me to stay at my grandmas. I just want a sliver of hope but nothing can help or keep me at peace. Every hobby I have reminds me of how alone I am and how I’ll achieve nothing in life. I’m genuinely tired of this shit. I don’t know what to fucking do other than to rope. I try so hard to succeed but nothing works. I’ve done everything. I’ve tried every cope method, even if it improves my face no one fucking cares. It’s over for me
