Bp destroyed everything

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From 15 to 17 I was severely depressed, had social anxiety, almost no confidence, and I was painfully shy I lived off chips, sugar, and processed meat and felt bloated all the time.

When I was 15 I found out about bp and started eating clean, but after six months I hadn’t “ascended” the way I imagined and I got desperate.
I began abusing pills, growth hormone, and sugar, I hurt myself, and I cried every day because I hated how I looked and could not stand myself.

There were days I wanted to end it; I told my best friend I was going out on a bike in 20 minutes to kill myself he called but I couldn’t pick up because I was sobbing, and when he threatened to tell my mom I begged him not to.

Then I found Goatis and everything changed: I quit the gym because I hated it but still went when I needed to, and I started eating raw beef liver, raw egg yolks, raw milk, and similar things and my depression eased.

My social anxiety faded, I started talking to people, I met multiple girls, and this summer I made out with a lot of them; now I’ve got a girl and we make out 2–3 times a week because of school.

I’m so grateful I didn’t kill myself I stopped being active on the forum because I don’t need it anymore; I found peace, I’m healthier, less bloated, leaner, and I feel better about how I look.



If anyone out there is struggling, I want you to know there’s always hope things can and do change, even when it feels impossible.
I’m not a chad, I’m MTN, 6'3–6'4, frauded but I made it through, and you can too.
 
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Great message man, keep grinding, keep hustling, never give up
 
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this is inspiring
 
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What the actual fuck man I can’t even fucking browse this forum. I was peacefully reading the fucking post then I scroll down one time and the first thing I see is a huge pair of tits where the fuck are the mods at @Orc
 
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Every every molecule, mirin for getting better bhai <3
 
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What the actual fuck man I can’t even fucking browse this forum. I was peacefully reading the fucking post then I scroll down one time and the first thing I see is a huge pair of tits where the fuck are the mods at @Orc
what is this guy crashing out? :lul:

not against the rules to post tits
 
what is this guy crashing out? :lul:

not against the rules to post tits
It’s just so stupidly fucking absurd to the point it’s lowkey funny
 
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From 15 to 17 I was severely depressed, had social anxiety, almost no confidence, and I was painfully shy I lived off chips, sugar, and processed meat and felt bloated all the time.

When I was 15 I found out about bp and started eating clean, but after six months I hadn’t “ascended” the way I imagined and I got desperate.
I began abusing pills, growth hormone, and sugar, I hurt myself, and I cried every day because I hated how I looked and could not stand myself.

There were days I wanted to end it; I told my best friend I was going out on a bike in 20 minutes to kill myself he called but I couldn’t pick up because I was sobbing, and when he threatened to tell my mom I begged him not to.

Then I found Goatis and everything changed: I quit the gym because I hated it but still went when I needed to, and I started eating raw beef liver, raw egg yolks, raw milk, and similar things and my depression eased.

My social anxiety faded, I started talking to people, I met multiple girls, and this summer I made out with a lot of them; now I’ve got a girl and we make out 2–3 times a week because of school.

I’m so grateful I didn’t kill myself I stopped being active on the forum because I don’t need it anymore; I found peace, I’m healthier, less bloated, leaner, and I feel better about how I look.

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If anyone out there is struggling, I want you to know there’s always hope things can and do change, even when it feels impossible.
I’m not a chad, I’m MTN, 6'3–6'4, frauded but I made it through, and you can too.
This should have been in the bible
 
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