pharmatropics
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TLDR; I'm venting but it's positive in a way
I've never been more thankful in my life to be introduced to a concept so nihilistic but undeniably true. I'm spending so much of my time indulging on fixing the things I'm insecure about, but I'm glad I waste so much less time. I'm glad something kicked me in the ass and forced me to lock in. I find myself sleeping and waking at constant times, being conscious about my diet, etc, not because of motivation, but pure fear
As a high IQ individual I've always been oriented toward the objective, absolute truth. Now I find myself extrapolating rat studies in hope that it could apply to me as well
. I'm putting needles in my ass, and trying to save up for an expensive machine to put shock waves in my knees (bonesmashing plus, thread about it soon?), so much other crazy shit. I guess the bigger truth, the reality of how people treat you based off of your looks, is what made the most sense. I'd rather be bullied with the truth than be coddled with lies.
What makes me different from the rest of you fuckers is that I'm not retarded. "Muh 10 IU HGH is gonna make me taller," alright buddy. I plan to leave this forum as the most informational fucker on here because nobody with my IQ is as obsessed as me over this shit. I will be the beacon of pharmacological and orthotropic hope for all of us truecels. WE are making it out twin
I'm interested to hear about your experience with embracing the black pill. Please vent, I'd love to hear your stories. I have more to vent but I'm going to get hit with a bunch of "DNR's" so
Also for you fuckers who keep sucking my dick in PM's for more informational posts, wait. Great things take time to brew
And for those who don't hear it enough, I love all of you, keep your head up. If you really tried, if you really wanted it enough, it will never be over. Try harder.
I've never been more thankful in my life to be introduced to a concept so nihilistic but undeniably true. I'm spending so much of my time indulging on fixing the things I'm insecure about, but I'm glad I waste so much less time. I'm glad something kicked me in the ass and forced me to lock in. I find myself sleeping and waking at constant times, being conscious about my diet, etc, not because of motivation, but pure fear
As a high IQ individual I've always been oriented toward the objective, absolute truth. Now I find myself extrapolating rat studies in hope that it could apply to me as well
What makes me different from the rest of you fuckers is that I'm not retarded. "Muh 10 IU HGH is gonna make me taller," alright buddy. I plan to leave this forum as the most informational fucker on here because nobody with my IQ is as obsessed as me over this shit. I will be the beacon of pharmacological and orthotropic hope for all of us truecels. WE are making it out twin
I'm interested to hear about your experience with embracing the black pill. Please vent, I'd love to hear your stories. I have more to vent but I'm going to get hit with a bunch of "DNR's" so
Also for you fuckers who keep sucking my dick in PM's for more informational posts, wait. Great things take time to brew
And for those who don't hear it enough, I love all of you, keep your head up. If you really tried, if you really wanted it enough, it will never be over. Try harder.